Thursday, March 27, 2003

I regret not taking martial arts when I was litte.I could of done cool and crazy things like Jet li could.
Click Here to see what I mean.(right click and save as if it doesnt work)
holy moly today was doope..i practically got raped goin to 6th..some guy was tryin to ask me out on a date in pee..and i got to seee the infamous julian and irving today!! the tennis team went to my school and had a match..oh man it was so dope..if it wasnt my dads birthday ( HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!) i would of stayed tll they left...i got to introduce them to my friends..so irving what would you think of the blue hair girl? i met some of their friends..i think their name was ryan, max, neal, and tc..or something like that..they were oh so sexy..did i tell you guys tennis guys are sexy? with their lil tight shirt and tight shorts...irving was like whoooozers...he was an eye popper!..i think ima do that survey


Full Name: Vianne Lapid Enriquez
Nickname: vee, paul frank, frankie, ann
Birthplace: in the car on the freeway
Birthdate: October 29, 1988
Current Location: el sereno/hillside village
Eye Color: Brown eyes
Hair Color:brownish with blondish highlights
Righty or Lefty: Right
Zodiac Sign: scorpio
Font: verdana, courier new

[YOUR FAVORITE]
MUSIC:practically anything...but i aint diggin the azn ones
Cartoon: alvin and the chipmunks
Color: yellow, lime green and gray
Slushy Flavor:mango!!!
Magazine: ahaha....umm..teen people
TV Show: battle of the sexes, friends, lizzie mcguire
Song: rufio- one slowdance, the closest thing- juliana theory,
Language: English, Tagalog
Spice Girl: sporty..ahaha
Food & Beverage: lasgana and jamba juice
Subject in School: pe
Weekend Activity: sit down and do nothing..um maybe sleep
Ice Cream Flavor: pistachio
Roller Coaster: im a pussy..i dont exactly love em..but i go on them

[WHAT IS]
Your Most Overused Phrase: hiiiiiiiiii
The First Thing You Thought of When You Woke up in the Morning: ima see irving
The Last Image/Thought You Go To Sleep With: chris's face
The First Feature You Notice in the Opposite Sex: their back...cuz im always behind people
The Best Name for a Butler: steven
Your Best Feature: my fingers..aahha
Your Bedtime: after lizzie mcguire
Your Greatest Fear: seeing someone die in front of me
Your Greatest Accomplishment: having broke anything....yet
Your Most Missed Memory: i dont know


[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday? sometimes.because the bathtub gets clogged
Have a(any) crushe(s)? yeah....chris
Do you think you've been in love? i dont think so
Want to go to college? yellow berekely
Like/d Highschool? yeah...i have fun everyday
Want to get married? yeah to a black guy name sean
Believe in yourself? no my friends believe in me
Have any tattoos? i have like alot from drawin with markers
Have any piercings? ears
Get motion sickness? yeah when im in the car
Think You're a Health Freak? no way im overweight..i think
Get along with your parents? sometimes
Like thunderstorms? umm..when your with your friends its fun!


[THE FUTURE]
Age You Hope to Get Married: by 30
Number and Names of Children: 1 girl and 1 boy--konan and heather
Where do you see yourself at age 20? in college datin my "sean"
Describe your dream wedding: beach...in australia.no wait thats where i want my honeymoon
How do you want to die? i want to die in my sleeep holdin onto my "sean"
What do you want to be when you grow up? a professional basketball player..or a movie critic
What county would you like to visit the most? australia

[OPPOSITE SEX]
Best Eye Color: green
Best Hair Color: no matter.
Short or Long Hair: dont matter..if it aint gel n thats sexy
Best Weight: it depends on the height of the person
Best Article of Clothing: no tight stuff

[OTHER]
What's on your mousepad? my hand
How many houses have you lived in? 2
How many schools have you gone to? starr king elementary, buchanan st school elementary, burbank middle school, franklin high, wilson high
Color of your bedroom carpet? green
Would you shave your head for $5,000? maybe...well hell eyah
You are stranded on a desert island and can only take three things with you. a person is a thign right...life supply of water..and tv
What was the best moment of your life? havin my first kiss..ahaha

..holy shit i doubt anyones gonna read it
Funny. I remember seeing a survey almost exaclty like this in a chain E-mail. God that was annoying. Oh well, I'll take a shot at it.

Full Name: Julian Basa Caguin the 3rd
Nickname: Jay, J3
Birthplace: Hospital
Birthdate: September 2nd, 1988
Current Location: En mi cuarto.
Eye Color: Brown eyes
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty: Right
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Font: Arial, Arial Narrow, Verdana (The first part of the surveys always suck)

[YOUR FAVORITE]
MUSIC: Anything that sounds good.
Cartoon: I'd have to go on Mike with this one, Anime r0x!
Color: Blue, Grey, Black
Slushy Flavor: .. Who cares?
Magazine: Boooring question
TV Show: Simpsons, Boy Meets World, Smart Guy, Friends-- anything funny.
Song: Ah, I could name a million of them. Right now I'm listening to "Rufio - Dipshit"
Language: English, Tagalog
Spice Girl: Sorry but aren't they long gone and dead?
Food & Beverage: I'm eating a pizza and drinking a coke right now... keyboards greasy like hell. =\
Subject in School: English // Tennis
Weekend Activity: Everything Mike does and play tennis.
Ice Cream Flavor: Twix flavored Ice Cream is teh r0x0r.
Roller Coaster: X from Six Flags Magic Mountain. D:


[WHAT IS]
Your Most Overused Phrase: "Nah"
The First Thing You Thought of When You Woke up in the Morning: Argh... same life. Damn.
The Last Image/Thought You Go To Sleep With: I don't know exactly. =|
The First Feature You Notice in the Opposite Sex: uhhH..Face
The Best Name for a Butler: Mark, Irving, Oscar, Mike, Richard, Chris, or Steven. (heh heh)
Your Best Feature: None, all are equally great. -- I don't have a best anything. x_X
Your Bedtime: Whenever I get sleepy.
Your Greatest Fear: Losing something you can never get back.
Your Greatest Accomplishment: Finishing this essay without falling asleep.
Your Most Missed Memory: When I was a kid and the world was my friend.


[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday? Indeed.
Have a(any) crushe(s)? Yeah.. silly me.
Do you think you've been in love? Nah.
Want to go to college? Hell yeah, that's when things get fun!
Like/d Highschool? Yeah but not the people in it. Most of them are airheads.
Want to get married? At some point... maybe.
Believe in yourself? Most of the time.
Have any tattoos? Yeah, I had some dope spider-man tattoos from this one cereal box. All gone though.. It was uh.. scraped off my skin with one of those... scraper-like things.
Have any piercings? Nahhh.
Get motion sickness? Rarely
Think You're a Health Freak? Dude that's sick Mike. Nah, I know I'm in shape though.
Get along with your parents? Most of the time.. everything's usually my fault.
Like thunderstorms? Hell yeah. Thunderstorms are like...wow... it's also a really useful spell for the sorceress in d2x. ;D (g33k talk)


[THE FUTURE]
Age You Hope to Get Married: Whatever, doesn't matter.
Number and Names of Children: .. I'm not really big on planning that far in advance but you know I have a gift for giving names to babies. I'd probably name my kid Julian. (even if it was a girl.)
Where do you see yourself at age 20? I'd be living the sweet life baby :D
Describe your dream wedding: So many... colors.. @_@;
How do you want to die? What an awesome question. Lemme see.. Well, I'd probably do something heroic. Like fly a plane into a big alien ship thats about to invade the earth and my one plane crash alone would cause the whole ship to blow up.
What do you want to be when you grow up? I dunno, something to do with writing? Computer Engineer? Lawyer? (doubt it)
What county would you like to visit the most? JAPAN!

[OPPOSITE SEX]
Best Eye Color: Hazel
Best Hair Color: No fruity colors.
Short or Long Hair: Don't care.
Best Weight: Exactly 100 lbs manh, exactly. -- Stupid question. :P
Best Article of Clothing: No gangsta clothing.

[OTHER]
What's on your mousepad? My mouse
How many houses have you lived in? 2
How many schools have you gone to? Montesory (Private Pre-K School... I think), Delevan Drive Elementary, and Eagle Rock High School
Color of your bedroom carpet? Grey
Would you shave your head for $5,000? Who'd be stupid enough to give $5,000 if a person shaves their head?
You are stranded on a desert island and can only take three things with you. What would they be? pr0n and a lot of lotion. I don't need a third thing. (I'm just kidding. Really I am. ;/)
What was the best moment of your life? Finishing this mother fucker of a survey.

Thaaaat's all folks. :: Falls asleep ::

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

I couldnt help it so I just had to : ). (I saw it on my friends blog)

NAME: Michael Naz Villaster
NICKNAME:Mike
BIRTHPLACE: Lons angeles California?
BIRTHDATE: April 14,1988<---Yay my b-day is near. Everyone better buy me barbie baloons.
CURRENT LOCATION: Eagle rock...bleh
EYE COLOR: Brown eyes
HAIR COLOR: Blaacckkk
RIGHTY OR LEFTY: Righty or left for what? Jacking off? hmm I would say Righty :D
ZODIAC SIGN: Aries
FONT: Tahoma.(Irvings has the same font as me)

[YOUR FAVORITE]
MUSIC: Anything that has a guitar. Except for country cuz they [beep]ing suck
CARTOON: Too many since im a anime freak :D
COLOR: Blue,red,black,white
SLUSHY FLAVOR: I dunno
MAGAZINE:So [beep]ing easy! Playboy and penthouse :D
TV SHOW: Simpsons,pinky and the brain
SONG: Finch-Stay with me
LANGUAGE: English
SPICE GIRL: I like the hot one.
FOOD & BEVERAGE: I dunno
SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Weightlifting ^_^
WEEKEND ACTIVITY: Watching pr0n,Go to the mall,play cs/d2x/iro, watching anime
ICE CREAM FLAVOR: I dunno
ROLLER COASTER: I dunno


[WHAT IS]
YOUR MOST OVE0RUSED PHRASE: "Whee!!", "Whee" "wheee..."
THE FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT OF WHEN YOU WOKE UP IN THE MORNING: Am I dead yet?
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: I can't remember
THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Smile ^_^
THE BEST NAME FOR A BUTLER: Alfred or Wilson
YOUR BEST FEATURE: My personality?
YOUR BEDTIME: 9-10p.m
YOUR GREATEST FEAR: Rejected by really cute/hot/sexy girls! omfg the horror =(
YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: Not killing cats for a week.
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: Middle school with lots of hot and sexy chicks.


[DO YOU]
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Of course
HAVE A(ANY) CRUSH(ES): Of course
DO YOU THINK YOUVE BEEN IN LOVE: I dunno I think I was but nyeh...Whee!
WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: College is the best shit ever. Lots of sexy girls.
LIKE/D HIGH SCHOOL: Never
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Don't care
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF:Yeah, I get that feeling when Im lifting weights. Gotta push further!
HAVE ANY TATOOS/WHERE: Nope
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS/WHERE: Nope
GET MOTION SICKNESS: Whaatt thee [beep]
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: I wish I was as healthy as Mark.*Daydreams of himself in Mark's body* Ohh yeah =D
CAPRI SUN..Thats shits whack
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Not really. I hate everyone
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS:Its cool when im like really pissed or like sad.Buwahaha


[THE FUTURE]
AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: 18+
NUMBER AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: I let my wife decide. If I had to name one of the boys I would name it after a anime character =D
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF AT AGE 20: In a dark room with lots and lots of computers/anime/pr0n/electronic stuff.
DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: not too big and not too loud...just about right.
HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE:
*scence of a rainy day*

Bad guy: "Dieee!"
Girl:"Nooo!"
*Mike jumps and takes the bullet for the girl*
Me:"I always loved you.Now go run away. I swear to god I will come back."
*Mikes blood on floor*

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP: Gotta love computers
WHAT COUNRTY WOULD YOU LIKE TO VISIT: Japan


[OPPOSITE SEX]
BEST EYE COLOR:I dunno
BEST HAIR COLOR: I dunno
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Doesnt matter
BEST WEIGHT: Not overweight.
BEST ARTICLE OF CLOTHING: I dunno. Wheee :D
[OTHER]
WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSEPAD?: Dont need one =P
HOW MANY HOUSES HAVE YOU LIVE IN?: 5
HOW MANY SCHOOLS HAVE YOU GONE TO?: Towland way,Marymout,Irving,ERHS.
COLOR IS YOUR BEDROOM CARPET?: I dont have a carpet.
WOULD YOU SHAVE YOUR HEAD FOR $5'000 DOLLARS?: Sure why not
YOU ARE STRANDED ON A DESERT ISLAND AND YOU COULD ONLY TAKE
THREE THINGS WITH YOU WHAT WOULD YOU TAKE?: Computer,anime,tv
WHAT WAS THE BEST TIME OF YOUR LIFE SO FAR?:None. I never have a good time cuz I take my time to atone myself. Since I cant really make myself really happy I just make everyone else happy =D


today was a pretty cool day. i did something that i thought would never do..as all of you know the guy i like got with that girl. and i was like talking to chris today and i let all my feelings out. i told him how he broke my heart because he got with her and that i really liked him and stuff..and he didnt exactly say anything. i knew he was sorry. i was like you knew i liked you alot and you got with her...geezus that sounded mean. he was like at least your still my friend. a really good friend...well you know what chris i wanna be more than just fuckin friends!..but he doesnt get the picture...at lunch one of wilsons own rock/punk band played in the quad..it was sweeeet...i have no idea what they were called because i came late. i only knew one song that they played and that was last night by the strokes..their dummer was a chick..which as bad ass!!!...there was a lil mosh pit but they deans broke it up..the pit was coming to me and i was like ruuuuuuun!!..because we were standin on muddy grass and yesh i didnt feel like gettin smash and fallin on mudd...hmm that was bascially my day..i feel so reliave because chris knows how i feel...tomorrow i get to seee irving. yay!

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

Day 18th of being a Cripple - My efforts to catch up in my studies have paid off. I'm back on track in every class- except Geometry. Now that I don't have practice every day on account of my 'curse', I've got a lot of free time on my hands. I've thought about attending tutoring classes afterschool but I'm not sure. I'm pretty sure I can do this on my own but it'd just be a lot easier if I got a tutor, you know? Ahh, I'll just have to wait and see what happens by the end of this week.

I've been watching the Tennis team practice and play every day.. It looks so fun. I swear when I watch them rally the ball back and fourth I just want to jump in and play along. I actually did a couple times too! I wasn't very active in terms of running and sliding but it was still a lot of fun- even with a fractured ankle. I'll try not to anymore, I realized I was just slowing the guys down...even though it was just for fun, I'm sure they weren't having even half as much fun as I was. It's going to get dull sitting on a bench watching them play every day but at least I get the satisfaction of knowing I'll be better before our trip to Big Bear. :D Wow, it's getting late. Better jet. Todays gonna be tough. Late

Monday, March 24, 2003




I'm just watching a bad dream I'd never wake up from.

Find out what anime bad boy you are.


Wewt. Ok, here goes..

Last weekend, I went on a confirmation retreat with lots of kids my age. The only difference was that I had done this last year and was now helping out by facilitating some of the kids. We had the biggest group since like... 13 or 15 yrs ago? something like that... My group was 13 people. The 2 other facilitators in my group were the greatest. It was Sarah, (The person I liked, Donkey's sister), And the 20 yr old Adult, Andy. They were freakin Awesome... The kids at first were really shy, The were giving the "These guys are f*in nuts..." look to us. We wanted them to open up tell us about them and all that good stuff, but You know, It's hard to do that in a weekend to a couple of happy looking strangers. So the first night all the facilitators were saying "It will definately have a huge impact in your life, It did to me." as we introduced ourselves... It was sorta boring after the like 30th person said it... But hey, we had to get the point through. lol. So that night, We got the kids, Split them up into our groups by giving them a name tag ang having some kind of retarded action in it, Ours was Quack like a duck... ROFL... So you've got about 100 people in a dining hall in the middle of a forest making all these completely retarded sounds... It was so funny... So we finally settled down, Said a prayer then had snacks... A couple of people went up and did talks... The person who set all of this up did his talk about a heart attack.. It was.. touching.. I didn't cry of course... I was like the only person that didnt... X_x. One of the other talks was Jim's(donkey) mom. She went up there, talked how she was a military girl and how she moved after every so years. She called them Redo's... It ended up they moved here to Virginia... And she was Ms.Perfect, SCA President of the highschool National Junior Honors society, all the good stuff, nothing could be better. Then one day.. at 16.. She came in pregnant... It wasn't as noticable at first... Just a little bigger... But that little bit in the next 3 monthes became humongus... Everyone was jeering on her, everyone was Taking their trust from her... She said it was terrible... There was nothing to do, She didn't want to be looked upon weirdly, She went to school, came home and went to sleep, that's what she did for a long while... Watching her cry, My Other mother who does almost EVERYTHING for me, ate up my heart by gulps. She said there was no one to turn to, the only place she felt safe at was church, and even there she was hesitiant to go... So she sat down next to the choir that she had always gone up and sang with... And all the choir members welcomed her back up there to sing again... and she was amazed... No one said anything about the baby or anything... And she was welcomed my God's people... And she had her First Daughter, Sarah... And has helped out the church with almost Anything...

Woo... That was only one talk... So anyways, We went to our seperate cabins so the guys wouldn't do anything with the girls... (Julian you naughty Bastrid...)

So we came back the next day, did some stuff, took a nice 2 hour break, Created a Name, DAD, JeZuS, the Holy ducks and VeRonica (The caps were for the names of the people in the group, David, Andy, Daniel, Jessica, Z, Sarah, Hector, Veronica, and Renee), And created a Tight poster of our group. So then that night... The most touching night, ALMOST made me cry again... Was the "Love Letters". The letters are from Family, Friends, someone, Who knows or cares about what your doing and wrote you this letter about how proud they are or all the things you've done for them and All these great things that your parent's, Friend's, Whoever sees in you that you might not... Everyone, EVERYONE in the group was crying, Andy and Sarah Both got great letters from friends and Family... I got one from my mom 5 minutes we left before the retreat so I didn't get much... But I'm very happy they wrote me one.. So I just hugged the couple of people around me... My shirt was like soaked with tears... I was so happy that our group finally ended up opening themselves, Because I sorta went table to table talking to my friends that I knew on the retreat, and they said most of their friends really didn't open up and feel the change inside of them. So then after the "Love letters" to us, We had to write one to a person at the table... I ended up getting Andy, Whom was like the greatest adult there, He had so much knowledge, and he was only 20... It was so great working with him. After I did my gift letter, you were allowed to write letters to other people on the retreat... I wrote one to Sarah and Another confirmandi that I knew. I went to confession then We all said our evening prayer then went to our cabins... We got to the cabins and I was hoping that I'd get a letter from someone... I ended up getting 7... WOW... I was so happy... All there people, Mostly Facilitators gave me letter about me... I'll finish later.
*Finishing...* Well... I had a good nother Half a page when Smart me clicked the back button... *sigh*... Here we go...

So... That Sunday we read our Gift letters to our group... I Just sat there as my group.. Said such wonderful things that I never really knew about myself... I knew I helped out, But My Adult Facilitator And say I give myself to everyone 100% and I don't Stop giving... That... Was so cool... So then after that we had mass... We had this one song that All the "Main" Choir singers were up there because they were going to sing... All the people that like.. are freshmen in college... And then Myself, Eek, and Sarah. As we were getting themusic for the song, I was moving to the little "Bubble" of guys that were there and I accidently bumped into Sarah and She said, "Daniel, What are you doing?! Go sit down..." I was like WTF... I want to sing too... But I said "I'm moving..." And moved next to the guys... I couldn't Focus on the song.. Just what she said and how she said it... It was Frustrating... So we ended up ending mass... I forgot about it becuase we had this frantic rush to clean up the dining hall where we had mass... We cleaned up and I ended up Riding home With Ronell... One of the guys from Choir, Not the best guy that can sing, But He loves to sing. He had gone up there and done 2 of the most emotion draining talks that happened to him, How His parents shunned him, Gave him the CRAPPIEST Love letter ever... "We'd Love you more if you were a better son..." I really REALLY felt bad for him... He's a nice guy... Anyways... We were driving home and had gotten on the topic of clitches... Little... Groups I guess within the Choir... We basically made out 3... The "Old School Clitch", Sarah, Eek, Michelle (In college), Raf (In College), Erica, Shannon, Monica, and another Sarah... They're mostly the big clitch... All the girls and Raf... Then there's the "New breed Clitch" Which is the group I basically lead, Myself, Jim, My friend Chris, Patrick, RJ, And a couple of the girls... And then theres "Everyone else." Ronnell Landed in that group.. Which... He does a Bit... I try not to make fun of him. We had this talk about how all the popular people don't let anyone in... which is semi-true... I got in because of Sarah... Jim got in because he was Sarah's Sister... Ronnell.. and all the other peeps with no friendship/relation ship with the people inside of the "Circle" sorta get shunned.. And It's true... It's frustrating, I never noticed. *sigh* we had a long talk about that... It's so true... SO true... Talking about my sisters basically behind their backs... But it was blandly True.


So This week.. Has been ok... It's sorta been a crap lets catch up on this hw and poop week before the end of the grading period. It's great. lol. I'm going to take what courage I have and ask out this girl at school tomrrow and give it a shot... I actually... Told Sarah... That I liked Eek, Which I did.. And I was going to ask her out... which I was going to... And I told her to promise me not to tell.. And she said Ok. But somehow "Mysteriously", The night I was going to do it, She asked me If I liked her (Eek) And I said yeah. And she was like "Dan, I have NO time... It's not that I cant make time, I have no time to make... If that makes any sense..." I was like Shure, It's all good... But It's not... The knife that Sarah Stabbed in me Is creating an Expanding hole... She says ALL this crap about how we're so close from the begginnging and all thise Poop and Then goes and does something like that A WEEK later after the Retreat... Now thats Some Bullshit... And I'm really Tired of it... I just want her to feel What I'm feeling.. Just ONE day... Because it happens ALL the time.. ALWAYS.... And then She comes and Says I'm sorry and It's one of those fake ones and It PISSES the hell off outta me... Because I give my all... And I get shot down like a Dove on crack.

Sides that... I'll update how the girl thing goes... And I love Raisa, She's always ALWAYS there for me. XD