Happy Valentines day everyone!

I hope everyone had a nice day today.I had sorta fun but oh well it was better then the usual days in the mall. Usually we would just like chill near ddr and wait for some of our mall friends, but today some of our Irving middle school friends came which was Vena, Jamy and Katie! Ahhh brings back lots of memories in Irving.I remember I use to love Vena a lot. It's like you loved them soo much you would not miss any chances with them! Like the first time I danced with her, The first time I talked to her, The first time we went out((with friends)) to places.

Man it was the best time in 8th grade except Algebra class -_-; I remember I made soo many promises with her but I actually never did those promises. The promise I made was that I would make it up to her! I never did. Im such a bad person. I remember I was going to ask Vena to be my girlfriend on Valentines day but sadly she had a boyfriend and I wont say who. I was so heart broken. I didnt speak to her for a while, just needed some time alone. Ya know what I mean? If you dont then you never must have been truly in love. A week later they broke up and of course I was happy as ever! Near summer and the last day of school we graduated of course. One of my friend was having a party at her house and everyone was going so I deicide to go. All of my friends where there and that day was probably the last time I had loved her.

Near the end of the party, around midnight it was time to say our good byes and farewells. I know it would be probably my last being in loved with her. I remember crying my ass off. I felt like such a . Days past by and I started to like her less by days go by because I couldnt see her as much as I did back then.
Finally today I saw her again like always. Nothing special going on so I was just like "woo whee". Yes I do miss them very much but It's time to destroy those feelings and let them go. So thats pretty much a sad story for me. In the end I really never got to be with her like boyfriends and girlfriends but I still had a hell of a time with her! Thats my story >< and I think everyone in the bloggers should share there stories about there loved,being loved,lost whatever.

I forgot to say that today we watched Daredevil with them and gosh they have some cute friends! Oh well im out.

today was one of the coolest day ever..i think i told you guys i wrote to adam lamberg also known as gordo on lizzie .and whoever knows me..knows that i think he's incredibly hott and sexy.....he also looks like one of the our members..some guy name oscar calix...anywayz back to my story..when i wrote to him i asked for an autograph..and guess what ahhhhh i got back it today!!...this big oh picture of him smilin look all sexy and he wrote to vianne thanks for writin and then he signs it....wow words cant even describe how happy i am..but depressed in a way..some guy who i thought was gonna ask me to be their valentine..hasnt asked me yet..which kind of sucks..we'll see about tomorrow

It happened during 6th, we were doing sprints and I sprained my ankle.. yes, a terrible tragedy indeed. I didn't go to school today because of it, all because of one little mishap. Well now I'm behind on my studies and I think I just made it worst by spending the whole day watching 'Love Hina' which by the way is a great anime series. I outta watch more anime, they're like disney movies.. except more adult-like xD. One thing I noticed about most animes is that there's always atleast a hint of nudity around. Yeah, some people find it sick but the majority of us think its amusing, if not... hilarious.

Anywh00t, tomorrow is.. Valentines Day. I've told some people I already had a valentine and I can't lie, I don't have one.. The truth is, I've lost my valentine. I'm not too down about it though, it's like this... I know she doesn't particularly like me but I also know she doesn't hate me. That's enough for me, I guess. Wouldn't want to abuse what we have, eh? For those who do have a significant someone and are going out tomorrow, I hope you have a good time and for those who don't.. well, better luck next year...Late.

Pete & Pete. So, your younger brother has a tattoo
and you don't, what could be worse? At lease
your names aren't Eugene.


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I remember that show! Anyways today the seventh and ninth grade magnet students went to watch the opera, "The Barber of Seville". It really sucked too, the opera itself was four hours, during the opera i wished i were at school, the bus ride sucked because there were three students to each seat and everyone was sweating because the bus driver was being an a-hole, and it was raining. The good thing about my day was that i didn't have tennis practice today and i didn't have to do bounding >=D

I'm not going to be online that much anymore. My Dad bought some NannyNet program that keeps a timelimit on me and has some other stupid features. I don't really think I'll mind it though. I never do much online anymore anyways except play games. Don't talk on AIM anymore and there's really no reason to go on except for homework. I guess it was bound to happen anyway.

Even as I type this I'm wasting valuable minutes of internet time. Not that I care anymore... along with restriction comes the destruction of my will. I have no desire to even go on my computer anymore. My Dad's killed the one thing that has kept me occupied for hours a day so I won't have to feel sorry for myself.

The weird thing is, I don't even know how I'm feeling. I'm numb/mad/depressed. Probably doesn't matter though. Things come and go like the seasons. I probably won't be blogging for a long while, not like there's been much participation in the blog anyway. I'd usually blame it on school, but it's not that. It's just we find much repetition in our lives that it's most of the time not worth typing. At least that's what it is for me. Nothing ever changes, which in some cases is good, while in others it's bad. When people ask "So, Oscar. How are you?" I usually reply, "Usual." Which is true and enough to answer the question, but it really doesn't tell anything about my feelings. Much like this blog. I say what's going on, and at times I say stuff that has meaning to me. But even when I say those things that have meaning to me, it's usually not the whole truth.

If I could, I guess I would want to change how things are, but as one of my faults in life, I can't. I wish I could, but I can't. Sometimes things just ARE the way they ARE. I try to be different sometimes, different from who I really or usually am. It never works out, but for good reason. And that's that you can't change everything, no matter how much you want to. I like to keep feelings inside and I'm not very good with emotions. Maybe some emotions, but not the emotions I want to be good at. And by now you can tell I'm droning on much like Mr. Krone does in my science class. So I guess I'll just stop here and leave you with a few thoughts. A few of MY thoughts, really. But thoughts either way. The funny thing is, I begin blogging about one thing, end up blogging about something else, and even at the end change what I want to blog. I think it's insecurity that's driven me to this. I'm not good on conversations except when I'm having conversations with myself (which I do a lot). I just want to know who I am and what I'm good at sometimes, you know? Not just an aspiring student that's always trying to be the teacher's favorite and getting A's, but as something... I don't know.. more.

And now I hear my Mom calling me, so I'm going to leave now.

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


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tthe same one as mark..cool!

today was pretty cool. it rained..that wasss sweeeet!!..i ran everywhere. luckily i didnt fall but only got wet!...i also pre-ordered rufio's ep comin out on feb 24..okay the thing i dont get is that...it says free shippin and when i checked out..i paid for shippin..now that's a whole lotta bullshitza

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


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i've been neglecting the blog too much and chances are that it's not going to stop, with all the stuff that's been happening, i don't have much time. My weekday life has been basically a routine, school, tennis, come home, shower, eat, homework, internet, then sleep. I don't do much on weekends because i'm too exhausted to do so. Tennis is fun except for the conditioning, we run a lot, and do these things that are called bounding, and they hurt a lot, it feels like someone punching your thigh over... and over... etc. School has been mediocre, i'm not fond of my some of my classes, for example: i used to have p.e. for first period and it was okay if i were late, now that i have english for first period, if i'm late then i get nagged at. And at montez, me and irving complain about how we can't concentrate because we're thinking of... bounding *shudders*, that's all i have so far, sleep time, night everyone.

today was pretty much okay..i doubt anyone would want to listen to my corny ass story..but i'll make it sure...the guy i like found out i liked him..and he's hasnt been ignoring me or actin wierd..so far so good....i wonder if something wil happen tomorrow

Since no one really knows me I decided to make a profile about me xD.

Name: Michael Naz Villaster
Age: 14
Zodiac sign: Aries
Birthday: April 14
Ethnicity: Filipino
Favorite type of music:Rock
Favorite band: Finch
Favorite Food: Can't really think of one
Favorite Anime: Love hina
Things I like: Anime,Manga,My computer,girls,pr0n,video games, RPG
Things I dislike: Vegetables, my family, being made fun of.
Dream: To have a very successful company that will never be shut down, destroy my brother
My desktop
My mp3's

Well there ya have it