well dont i feel great. =/ hows life guys? vacations pretty good.. ive had 3 boba drinks this week, i think thats a lot.. but OH SO YUMMY !! woooo.. right now its raining.. how gay is that??? stupid rain.. now its gonna be extra cold.. and now im gonna need to bring out the heater. anyway, one week down, 2 more to go, week went by fast and i still have homework to do !! stupid martinez hw.. er.. research paper thing. ah icant blog im too sad right now. have a good one =) ... =(

i need jamba juice

is all i have to say god damn it....hey irving i need the code for putting the picture thing okay? oh yeah..hey everyone!..3 more days i think t'll new years. have a good one guys

It was Friday yesterday... and if you know me, you'd know that I always seem to go out on Friday. I was planning on doing a little shopping at mall and maybe even see a movie. That didn't work out too well and I found myself at home with a two kids and a Dad that slept like a bear. It was so... fun. I had a craving for a taste of the outside world. I just HAD to go out and do something. Anything. So I put this desperate energy to good use and did something that satisfied us all.... I took out the trash. Hey, it isn't as easy as it sounds. I had to haul a big black smelly bag about 20 feet and toss it into a big dumpster. I actually had to use a stick to keep the dumpser lid open. Resourceful, eh? But I'm telling you, dumpster smell is the worst smell ever. Yeah, bigger and badder than Richard's house odor. If the dumpster smell and Richard's house smell collided, there'd be a big explosion killing everyone and everything, except the dumpster smell would still be around.... consuming everything in it's deadly path... showing no mercy to no one.

Afterwards, my Dad woke up and we went to blockbuster. I rented two games for the GCube; Metriod Prime and Resident Evil: Zero. I have to admit RE:0 is so dope! I didn't really get the chance to play Metriod Prime because I was still hooked on Kingdom Hearts. We also rented a couple of movies, one of which is the Austin Powers: Goldmember DVD. For the second time I watched the movie and I really got a chance to really look into it. I knew that the guy with the huge mole looked familiar. And I remember he was on that one episode of Boy Meets World, where a he plays the part of a teacher and hits on Cory's girlfriend, Tapenga. I dunno why but I found it amusing to see him play a part in an Austin Powers movie. Then Oscar told me that he was none other then Fred Savage! I knew that Fred Savage was the kid in Wonder Years but I've never seen him all grown up. Then I remembered that he's also the brother of Cory (Ben Savage) from Boy Meets World! How ironic, I can't believe it! I thought he died or something! Frggin' crazy. It's just one of those things that you should've known but didn't... and then you find out and feel all stupid. =\

Well, my mission to go to the mall failed but it was still a good day. I actually spent time with my brother. He's really changed but some things don't ever change. Like his glass heart. I did yell at him though, oh well. We're cool now. Right now he's watching Austin Powers for a second time.

*Looks at the time* DAMN, this post took waaaay longer than it should've. I started this post at 1:30 A.M. Geez. I'm going to bed, late.

During the past 3 days I was in vegas, it was fun. On the first day the ride there took 5 hours, when we arrived at the hotel I found a computer. The computer was slow and the internet costs 10 bucks. During the second day I went to circus circus and won a lot of prizes by shooting water into a clown's mouth (in a non-gay way), it was funny because I would wait for the little kids to play and I would beat them. While I was at circus circus, i noticed how those game guys made all their money, like for instance... there was this game where you would throw a dart into a tiny star, and if you win you get one of those little gay bikes. Each dart would cost 2 bucks and I was just watching those idiots waste their money. Later that day i walked to the Coke/M&M's company and found tons of porn on the floor. These guys would be handing out these cards with a naked chick in the front and a calender in the back. At the Coke place i got julian's gift and at the M&M's place i bought some candy. Not much happened but the buffets were goooood

highlight of the day: nothing..yet

Went to the Galleria today. Wow it was pretty much packed, well to the places I went. I spent most of my christmas money already on jonathan's (jon ilano) present. I bought him a pair of boxers at Abercrombie & Fitch and a sweater at American Eagle. I'm still not done, I might get him 2 more pairs of boxers at Amerian Eagle or a pair of pants at American Eagle. And I also bought myself a nice bra at Victoria Secret, not like anyone wanted to know that but i wanted to be specific :D anywayz. i brung like $80 bucks and came back with $19...its better than nothing. errrr nothing to talk about. crappy ass day. anyone wanna buy me jamba juice? I'd die without it. t'll next time. later days guys. vianne goes bYE

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while. I've gotten lazy. That and there really isn't that much to tell.

I got money and a camera for Christmas. Christmas wasn't a big deal this year for some reason. Or at least it seemed that way. I haven't really been doing anything this vacation. Went to the mall a couple of times, went to the movies a couple of times, went to my cousin's a couple of times, and that's it. It's not like this vacation has been boring for me, just... not worth telling.

Oh, I'm sick. *Grabs camera and starts taking pictures*

Owww my aching back. It hurts soo much from yesterday. Me, Christian, and Richard went to Burbank mall yesterday, it was pretty boring there all we could do was pretty much walk around and play Beatmania,DDR, or Initial D.(An arcade racing game based on the anime series) We walked around for sometime until Christian's brother, Stephen would come and pick us up. We waited merley 2 hours and I already spent about $20 on arcade and a PC game. (I bought Max Payne if your wondering) We tried to make time fly by,by walking around. I started pointed at stuff for no reasono because I was bored. So then Richard said
"Man everything you point at is gay"

So I decided if hes making fun of me I might as well do something back to him. So I pointed to Richard. Well anyways we laughed our mother f#%@ing arses off. When we went to the arcade We played for a while then Christian's brother came with Pauline. We decided to go to North Ridge which was pretty far. We went there for Pauline's cousin which we were going to eat somewhere. Pauline's cousin, JC brought 2 of his friends. I was like "Crap how the hell are we gonna eat with all these people in 1 small car?" Gah I had to ask.......They said "One of you guys has to be in the trunk" So I decided I might as well go since im flexible and skinny.((Damn you Christian and Richard!). Well I was in the trunk, a very small trunk while everyone was like sitting on top of each other.Steven drove crazy going through bumps and crap( I think he did) and man it really hurt! His CD changer was like stabbing my back and hardly any room for my legs. Everyone made fun of me but it was all good. We ate at Panda express and drank boba. We went into JC's house for a while and chilled in there. Yup it was all great. Around 11 we had to go since Christian and Steven had a curfew. Stephen drove as fast as he could. Me, Richard and Christan had to keep an eye out for cops.(Stephen was going like 100mph or something). Yup it was one heck of a night. I realize that when I was home I had cuts in my left hand. I think I got shanked or something while I was in the back of Steven's trunk.

I've taken the liberty of bringing Julians idea to life... in this picture:

Well, not really, but this is pretty funny isn't it!?

I've had my hands full with some aliens too but I've found a way to take over their mind and I'm now using them for my own bidding but don't worry, no aliens were hurt while making my life easier. Now, a lot of you are probably thinking, "You're a genius!" and others might even say "Omfg, you're so evil"...Well, I can't take all the credit now. I did get a little help from...absolutely nobody! It was all me! ALL ME!

-- but seriously, my brother and cousin can take care of themselves. Probably even better than I can take care of myself. They play in their room all day, eat when they're hungry, sleep when they're tired and I barely have to do anything. The only thing that bothers me is the amount of noise they make.. No offense to Oscar but my brother screams like a girl. It's okay though, my brother is dope. I can't wait until he goes to ERHS. Everyone will refer to him as "Julian's brother."

And yes, New year's rearing it's pretty butt. Lets do what everyone else is doing and make a float. I can picture it now, "The Mixxed Emotions" float. It'd be in the shape of a heart and there'd be all these hot girls dancing on it. Aww, that'd be great.

I'm not dead but I've just been busy. For those of you haven't noticed my absense, I was battling aliens from a different galaxy for ownership of the universe. Sadly I lost, but I'll challenge then soon again. But seriously, my cousins came over and I went to Vegas. Their still here and I'll try to update this site as soon as they leave.

Happy Belated Christmas to everyone as well... I didn't get a lot of presents but I'm pretty happy I guess. I got around $150 (most of it's in checks), $20 gift card to Barnes and Nobles, clothes, shoes, and some other stuff. I think I'll try to get a Weezer tab book at Barnes and Nobles and I'll buy CD's and band shirts with my money. Plus we got my cousins an X-Box and I'm playing that right now. Stupid Blockbuster only had a few copies of Halo so we had to rent Gauntlet Legends : Dark Legacy. It's sorta like Diablo 2 but more arcadish. It specializes in button mashing the huge gigantix X-Box controller. We also have Jet Set Radio Future which is pretty cool, and Sega GT2002 basically sucks.

Las Vegas was pretty fun. I won some stuff, like a Lion, Monkey and a Cow at Circus Circus. I don't know what to do with them though. The ride to Vegas was pretty hectic. The ride back was dreadful. Stupid Los Angeles traffic during the holidays! Curse you! Chris is in Vegas right now too, and I think he's staying in the Aladdin hotel. There's too much pr0n at vegas. It's everywhere on the streets, and we went walking around the streets of Vegas looking at the hotels and crap. Hopefully they didn't see anything they shouldn't have.

Well New Year's is coming up and I hope you all have a good holiday season. Oh yeah and my blog is back up here.

Happy Belated Christmas fellas

yesterdays highlight of the night: watching my cousins poor faces when lakers lost to MY team sacramento kings

Good morning fellas. well to that laker game there's a story to that. well the game was begingin and it looked like i was the only one who liked sacramento and i found out that my cousins bf liked them too. so it was me and him against 30 people? well he left around 3rd quarter and i was left by myself gettin smacked in the head everytime i cheered for the kings. and when the game was over. i was screaming out whooooo won??!?!?!..damn it my bf did. thats right chris webber. beat lakers. it was a dope ass moment. shows not to mess with me anymore!ahaha. anywayz last night was our usual christmas party but at a different house. we usually have it at my cousins house in carson but we moved it to my other cousins house in fullerton (damn rich people). it was BOMB! everyone came except for one family. they had an excuse they were in the philiphines. as for presents for christmas/belated birthday..here's what I got : 2 pairs of pajamas ( one victoria secret and the other one is some womens brand), a set of cucumber melon stuff from bath and body with a knife ( so watch out guys. i might stabb you :D) a polo bag with 3 pairs of polo socks in it, a $10 gift card to the movies and $135 dollars worth of money. i could of gotten more but but but..i dont know :(!. that money is gonna be gone pretty soon because i still have to buy a christmas present for my bestest friend jon..ahah..anywayz today hopefully ima go shopping. and julian imma get those BOMB GIRL kswiss shoes not your FART bomb kswiss shoes. ahah. i wanna go to tillys. anyone head of that? its like a ross but a skater store..its so dope. first time i went in there was when i got first introduced to paul frank. its soo far though. in long beach town center. hopefully my brother will take me....umm......hopefully this post wasnt boring at all...c'mon man its vianne it cant be borring! ahah..umm...have a good one guys...tll next time. later days. vianne goes bYE

Christmas has come and gone... Usually my family throws a big party on Christmas Eve (I like calling it "The Gathering" because it sounds cool ;-D) and anyone whose related to us in any way was invited. At the stroke of midnight, everyone would exchange gifts. We opened them one at a time to see what we got for each other. It was fun and exciting for all of us. However, I found that as I got older, I began recieving less gifts. Oh well, I pretty much have everything I could ever want-- except... one... thing. Anyway, we didn't have a party this year and last year because everyone had their own plans for Christmas. Everyone except my family of course. My family would just stay home and do what they normally do for Christmas. I didn't want to do that though, I wanted to do something special..so I went to Oscar's house. You could tell I was desperate for something to do because I went to Oscar's house. I mean, what was I thinking? Christmas with the Calix family? I'm kiddin', Oscar's family's dope... but I found out that they weren't doing anything special either. So it was just another day at the Calix residence. Oh well, better than staying home. My Mom's always on the computer now and my Dad's always watching TV.... and my brother, Justin... he's always playing with my cousin Jay, leaving me to die alone in this dreaded world... I'll just lock myself in the room until something interesting happens. Yeah, I'll preserve myself by sticking my body in a freezer for the next couple of years. Nobody will notice I'm gone....Nobody. Anyway, Merry Christmas!


...and Santa Clause is real, believe or he'll eat you!

Santa (Clause ...you'd get it if you were smart) is... fake. I'm sorry to say.
I got..
55 dollars, two puma shirts, Dr. Suess boxers, a sweatshirt, some "swish" pants, and... a 50 pack of CD's. Merry Christmas (Oh yeah, and a 210lb olympic weight set! BOOYA!)

Merry christmas everyone. Today was ok. I'm at my uncle's house, I got me a new computer! its awesome, I'm going to fix it up when i get home. Wewt! Everything else was clothes. its was cool... I'm tired and pissed and not emotional enough to go on and on about my day. So good bye




Ps/ Santa claws might not me real, but Santa claus is!

I already opened my X-mas present too Julian! The stuff I got was pretty much $100. Yup the usual thing my parents give me. Though I dont know why they cant just buy my presents : (. God no wonder I hate X-mas! I never get anything good. None of my Aunt/Uncle send me anything not even clothes! I remeber the old days where I was little kid going to the bathroom 6:30 in the morning, then I got to the Christmas tree! How fun it was back then! I always got what I always wanted which was basically X-men toys/Super Nintendo games. I would remember I would always give my parents the stuff I made from school. I also remember who I use to like in elementary which was Angela Pacada. Hahah memories these days......In 4th grade My parents just stopped giving presents,no decorations in the house, only lighs outside the house, no X-mas tree. I guess considering that I was in the Philippines I couldnt get any of those stuff. I mean It's really ghetto there. Yeah I mean ghetto ghetoo. The water is black and the rich people put glass on top of there wall so that one someones tries to climb over and steal stuff there hands and balls which just get cut by glass of bottles and stuff. Well anyways from 4th grade till now I really never liked Christmas. I never got what I wanted. I always had to use my money to buy my stuff now. How whack? Well I guess everyone should have a better Christmas then me. So.............MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU FILTHY ANIMAL, AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR Laters all.
p.s. Santa claws is not real! : ( :sniff sniff:

I already opened my presents, queer-o. My aunt gave me an envelope with money in it and then...

Dad: *Walks in with a smirk on his face* Hey J3, how much did you get?
Me: Ehh.. $10
Dad: No way, :: checks J3's wallet :: Whaaat?
Me: Yeah, two $5 bills.
Dad: *frown* ..Ahh.. cheap Amy.
Me: Hahahah.
Dad: *Walks out of room disappointed*
Dad: ... *Walks back in* You're not kidding me?
Me: ... No.
Dad: *Walks out looking disappointed-er*

hey we're linked on yahoo !! i didnt know that. i was messing around and typing in my full name on the search box for yahoo, and guess what the results were.. "mixxed emotions" ..blah blah blah ronelle debelen blah blah.. woww im stupid to not know that, well anyway, this post was pointless so gbye suckers !! Got NeLLe©

Haha, I get to open my presents TONIGHT, biaches.

[december23] //
y E L L O W C A R D f A N
hey guys. sorry i haven't made a post in a long time. but anyway after over two months of waiting.. or is it less? eh who knows? but yeah anyway. we (my best friend tj and i that is) went to see YELLOWCARD!!! it was so awesome. maybe the best show i've been to SO FAR. i don't know why that is. maybe its because

i got LP's drum stick.. or maybe its because

i got RYAN KEY's guitar pik.. or maybe its because

i got SEAN MACKIN's autograph on my ticket and my shirt?

eh who knows? who knows? it was so awesome. they played about three new songs. some songs from the EP. and a lot of songs from their album. ONE FOR THE KIDS. and the best song they played was. ROUGH DRAFT acoustic. it was so sexy!!! they played a whole mess of songs. they started at 10:40 and they ended about 11:50 something. only because i was there. hah yeaah riite... the other bands were awesome but i didn't know any of their songs..

first it was STOLE YOUR WOMAN.. and i didn't really like them. they were okay. most of the time they were trying to be funny. but it was just stupid.. maybe other people liked them. but i didn't really..

after they played. it was BRIGHT LIFE... thank God. now they were really really good. and the lead singer had really awesome hair. if i was a boy. i would style my hair just like him. AND THEN!!! i'll be sexy. hah.. anyway i didn't know any of their songs. i just stood behind the fat girls once again.. and waited for yellowcard to come on.

after them was DUMBSTRUCK and they were really really really good also. i knew some of their songs. but most of the songs i knew... they didn't play. geeey isn't it? i wanted to get their shirt... but i wasn't thinking straight at the time. all i was focusing on was TJ =) and my drumstick =)

**I LIKE M - U - double L - E - T - S..** short on the siides. and loong in the back..

fourth band was DONT LOOK DOWN. a four piece band from the state new jersey. they were good. but i wasn't really paying attention because one... the lead singer was ugly. and he had ugly long hair... two.. i was getting bored.. three i was sleepy. and four.. the fat girl's fat moist nasty back =XXX UHHHH XXX= was rubbing on me. so i wasn't really having fun at that moment. but it really didn't matter at the end. because i got to see my favorite band. with my favorite boy =) in the whole wiide world!!! tj bueno =) heh

YELLOWCARD was doing a really awesome job up there. it was cool because the venue was small.. so yeah i don't know.. i find it better when its small rather than huge. i'm just oddly like that =) but before the show started.. yellowcard didn't have a merch guy. so the bend members were doing it for the mean time. at first it was ryan doing it. but i didn't notice it was him. so i just smiled at him. and didn't say anything. but then after when he left.. tj told me it was him... heh its alright. then after him. it was sean. and we recognized him easily. because we saw him a month before at THE STARTING LINE SHOW with LP =) sean is so hot. but the only thing i have to make clear is that. the only hot guys i saw that day was SEAN MACKIN and this kid name TEDRICK BUENO. no one else came close to them two =) heh

anyway happy birthday natalici0us!!
you sexy fellow stoner you!!

i like tj =) that's all for now. COOL YOUR JETS, MAN!! sorry for typeos =) <333

Interesting couple of weeks. I found/met 2 new cousins in 2 weeks. One of them is a newborn (my Dad's little sister's) and the other is like 13 now. He's like a new cousin because I haven't seen him since I was like 2. His name is Gilbert and he's my Mom's little brother's. My uncle now is in Mexico and so Gilbert was raised without a Dad.

Anyway, Carlos, my cousin, and Gilbert, my new cousin, were playing around (you know, guy stuff, wrastlin'... stuff like that) and along the way me and GIlbert started fighting. He started talking about my Mom which is ironic because my Mom's his aunt. So it was just fun at first but then it started getting a little serious. It must've been when I started making fun of his Dad. (His Dad being my uncle that was never really there for him) So I guess he took it seriously and tried to pick a fight with me.

Me: *Asks Gilbert's Mom* Can I hurt him?
Her: Sure
Gilbert: Haha, yeah let's go then bitch, I'll just grab those glasses of yours and break them.
Me: Oh, I don't need my glasses to take you on.
Gilbert: *Slaps me*
Oscar: Oh hell no! *runs after him*

Yeah.. that was pretty much it. I grabbed him in that choke hold Mark does, you know, the one Julian, Mark, and I do a lot of the time. And I was going to hold on until he passed out until my aunt came it and had to break it up.

Yeah, I made my cousin I just met a few hours ago cry. So sue me. I've already established that I'm a horrible person.

"PAK SHiET !!" - jologs. haha im weird. hi guys long time no blog. anyway, vacation good so far !! =D well hows yours? not as good as mine !! muahahah !! suckers. *puts on sunglasses*

Yup, smell that? Its the smell of that time of year again...Christmas! Ahh how fun it is to be all alone at home with nothing to do except to do Mr. Martinez's research paper=D. This is probably the WORST Christmast vacation ever! I mean I have to do work while im in vacation. I mean isnt vacation suppose to be for us teens to relax and take a break. *sigh* Oh well. So....Who likes MMORPG? I sure do! I found sooo many MMORPG's that I cant really talk about them. Like most of my favorite MMORPG is (Nexus). An anime+MMORPG=Lots of fun =D! I found like soo many cooooool ones! Ragnarok Is one of my favorite. Though it does take a very long ass time to ing download. Oh well heres a list of the MMORPG's

hellbreath
Drasnik/
Shining lore

While I was searching I found.......the most hilarious game in the whole ing WORLD! I found this christian game. Yes
you heard me CHRISTIAN AS IN RELIGION. A Christian game for you christian people. Its called Prayer WarriorsI found it hilarious that someone would really come up with this sort of game. It gives me the hee-bee- jebees because of the graphics.*shivers* Gah I cant stand it! Im gonna burn it down!! >_< Okay bye.