finally. VACATiON.. and i feel like chet. yet im sad happy mad and glad at the same time for different reasons. weird? yes i know, but hey, what do you expect from ronelle? anyway, have a good one. byebye

A lot of things have been bugging me lately and It's been affecting the way I towards a lot of people. Family, friends, old people, everyone. Oscar for instance... I snapped at him for not doing me a favor. It wasn't very nice, I'm sorry man. To Mark, the guardian of society.... Thanks for showing me how much of a monster I've been. And even though those people will probably never see this... I'm sorry for ruining the movie. I'm sorry to everyone that I've disrespected and mistreated. Expect to see a nicer, more fun Julian in the future.

Julian is equal to the cotangent of PRICK. Dude you don't act that way in public, it's sad that what you said made him feel inclined to beating your ass or calling the theater security on you.

[ Friday, December 21st, 2002 ]

Hey guys, can we fix the date thingy, please? Pretty please? Yesterday was awesome. Christian, Oscar, Richard, Luis, and I all went out to see Lord of the Rings 2. Christian and I started clapping at various parts of the movie and mostly everyone clapped with us. We were having clap battles with these white guys. Christian started the most clapping thingys, so we won. ;D.. We talked about it after the movie and some old guy overheard me talking and said "Oh, so you're the jerks?" And I said something rude (heh, you don't wanna know) and started walking away. Then he actually put his hand on my shoulder and said, "Excuse me?" Buuut then his wife held him back. Ayee, I didn't think we were making people mad by clapping. It seemed like everyone enjoyed the clapping. They welcomed it and even did it themselves. Oh well, it's only an old guy. Old people are naturally grumpy. Still, I can't help but feel bad. I have a conscience. Well, If I had the chance I'd say sorry to the old guy then I would...but not after he called me a jerk. That's unforgivable. He really hurt my feelings =*(. Hahah, I'm gonna go do stuff so I can blog about it later.

Its so cold.....right now its about 2:18 a.m. I can't really fall asleep right now due to my nightmare I just had. It was pretty much a very strange weird dream. It really felt like it happend.Having a dream of someone dieing or even me dieing. Is it really true when you dream of you dieing your going to do die soon or something?Its really hard to explain my nightmare that I just had. Have you ever had a dream where you wake up and your crying? Well Im just had that dream right now. Oh well ill just try to fall a sleep....God its cold. Lord of The Rings:Two towers is a cool movie :D Heh okay Im out laters

VACATiON !! =D =D wOot woOt !!

Wohoo, winter break here I come. Actually I'm not really looking forward to winter break. Before you yell and curse at me, listen to what I have to say. First off, I'm going to spend half of my winter break away from home and friends. My cousins are arriving at my house tomorrow at around 5 pm, and they're staying until January 3rd. Therefore I'm not going to be able to see my friends until after January 3rd. Now after January 3rd I'm pretty sure I don't have to do anything until January 6th, which is tennis tryouts. January 8th and 10th are more tryouts, but on the 10th I have to go to my retreat for church. I'll be at the retreat on the 10th to the 12th, and then the next day is the day we go back to school. So basically I'm going to dissapear and you guys won't hear from me until January. Hopefully I'll be able to get online sometimes, but yeah. You guys won't miss me anyways.

Today we had a bunch of parties in classes and I didn't really do any work in my classes. Good thing I had my trusty CD player and my Brand New CD, which I listened to for most of the day. I was about to ditch 4th period, because I don't like that class, but I wussed out at the last second. We'll jump to afterschool, where I hung around school for about 5 minutes talking to Ivan and Lawrence. Then I started walking home, when people put candy canes on my backpack and stuff. Then I saw Kathy and we started walking and talking about our plans for christmas. Then she had to turn on her street. I continued walking and guess who I see. Derrick! That's right, Derrick from last year. We started talking about everything that's new before he had to turn to Raiza's house. I made it home alive, but I'm paranoid when it comes to walking home alone. My sister came home around 5 minutes after I came home, and she brought this dude to our house. So I'm not going to bother them, and I'm going to sit here quietly and stuff. We'll happy christmas and new year everyone. I hope you guys have an awesome winter break.

Nothing much happened at school today, but at the tennis club thing afterschool Gil hit me with one of the tennis balls, so i got mad and decided to hit him back, but noooooooooo... Gil had to duck. And at tennis club, Irving's wang almost got injured! one of the veteran's hit him, oh well, i'm sure his wang can take that kind of pain. later that day i went bowling, met some old friends from erhs, me and Julian were taking pics and pissing them off which was really fun >=D. Bowling was fun and my overall day was cool.

I'm sad/pissed. David and Richard... at least David said it was Richard... broke my umbrella today =(. I mean... I really liked that umbrella... it had.. sentemental value =/. I like... lost all my respect for David. That was one of the worst things he's ever done to me. I mean... what if it had been my wang?

Seriously though... I'm kind of depressed about it. How would you like it if I grabbed your most precious possession and broke it right in front of your eyes? What if I destroyed the very being of your soul? Okay, it's not THAT bad... but... I told David to stop, and he wouldn't. I'm still his friend and all, but... it's going to be hard to gain back my respect/trust.

Anyway, to go to the point, I really loved that umbrella... all I needed was the top hat and the suit to go along with it and I could be mistaken for a Magician from Seattle... today was a bad day =/.

[ Thursday, December 19th, 2002 ]

Damn, yesterday sucked. Mostly because I found out something a little... disappointing? Yeah, well... I'm over it already or.. at least I'm acting like it. Anywh00t, today was neat-o. I got summoned right after 3rd period to the consoling office to do a little business with Mr. Jacobson. They made me wait on a stool for 30 minutes and I almost fell asleep. When I went to my 4th, everyone called me a ditcher... but then I showed them all proof that I didn't ditch so... HAH! Screw you if you called me a ditcher! Woooh! AyeE, 5th period sucked and 6th period was like always... nap time. Afterschool Oscar, Chris, Irving, David, and I went to Tennis practice. It was pretty awesome, they gave us Oreo cookies for being such good kids. =D.. Later on Chris and myself went bowling. Chris didn't tell me I had to pay $10... dammit, so I didn't really go bowling. I played at the arcades though..but I ran out of quarters in like 5 minutes. Oh well, Winter Break is sooo close. I'm really looking forward to Winter Break.. It's gonna rOck! I'm gone, until next time fag.

..and PROPS TO DAVID FOR BREAKING OSCAR'S OLDSCHOOL UMBRELLA! AHAHAH XD!!!!!!!!!111111111

Yes I am done with Ms.Villeda's damn project! I aint scared of you! I aint scared of Kato to! Err.. I mean Mr. Kato =X. Oh well anyways today was pretty hilarious. Right after the bell rang for the end of Homeroom I went directly to Ms.Villeda's Class! Strange I dont think she knows whose in her class. I went inside and said "Where do I put my project?" Then she goes "Oh I will collect them."
I then said "But but but but im in your 6th period." Hahahahah I started cracking up! Oh well anyways We plan to see Lord of the rings on Friday 19 ,2002. Hopefully some people would go with us ;_;. Hah yeah thats great but oh well. Right after school I got home and relaxed....no stress....no pain.....just 3 WEEKS OF VACATION! Wahooooo! Yippie! ......Aww we still have to do Mr. Martinez's thing. DAMN YOU!! ARGH!.....*sigh* 3 weeks to work on it....Sounds pretty easy though. Oh well life sucks. After a few hours downloading lots and lots of Anime someone I dont really know well IM me. Strange I always see her but she never talks to me or stuff. Well Ill show you the conversation.
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: hey buddy
DoOd itz Myke: Hi
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: itz tanya
DoOd itz Myke: Who is this?
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: :-D
DoOd itz Myke: Oh
DoOd itz Myke: Lol
DoOd itz Myke: You scared me there for a second O_o
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: haha
DoOd itz Myke: So how many plates are you bringing ^_^
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: wait?
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: who is this?
DoOd itz Myke: Wait
DoOd itz Myke: Wha?
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: luis?
DoOd itz Myke: Fuck luis
DoOd itz Myke: Im just kidding
DoOd itz Myke: Im not luis
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: whso this
DoOd itz Myke: Mike
DoOd itz Myke: The guy who sits next to him
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: mike from..
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: oooo lol
DoOd itz Myke: Thought I was someone else?
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: shit man i thought u were my other freind michael
DoOd itz Myke: Lol!
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: hhaha
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: my bad
DoOd itz Myke: Its alright
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: heh
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: yah imma bring
lBiLLyS RiOtGiRL: plates
DoOd itz Myke: Okay

HAHHAHAHAHAhAH!! Thats like the 2nd funniest thing that happend! Okay bye

highlight of the day: me and enrique's first hugg

Yeah yeah i know it aint much. but we're getting somewhere. it was so cute. it was like a bigO kodak moment. i should of took a damn picture. me and him are talkin with this other dude and next thing you know he's hugging me. its like we were a couple. awww the memories. the hug lasted like 20 secs. then the tardy bell rang. and we went the opposite ways (his classroom is across from mines)....man man man.. whyd id the bell have to ring!??!??..well hopefully something happens tomorrow because after that i aint gonna see him for 3 long weeks. and oh oh oh in pe...(hes in my pee class) it was sooo dope in basketball. me and him followed each other everywhere because oour teams were against each other. i love it :D. and oh yeah irving your very much welcome. i love you man!! t'll next time. later days guys. vianne goes bYE

ps. irving i need a picture with just the both of us

pss. what does "ps" mean?..it sounds like PMS..ahahah

psss...this is soooooo coooL...muahhahah!

Someone beat me with a stick, I've gone crazy.

i beat you mike, i have 952 songs / mp3s. haha. sorry twin guy. anyway, todays cold.. freakin weather.. "OH ITS RAINING !!" "OH LOOK THE SUNS OUT" "NO WAIT, ITS RAINING" wtf. jeeez. today was an OK day.. not that special.. just stressing out on my villeda project.. i sketched out my drawing on my posterboard.. looks good so far !! =D woo.. i feel good. tun un un un untun tun !!! so good !! tun tun..alalal jk. well.. CONGRATS TO JESSE & JC !! WOO i think im more happy for them than they are themselves.. lol.. i know im weird. so anyway vacation is around the corner.. i was thinking of just writing letters to my buddy ol pals and being cheap without buying stuff, cuz hey, its the thought that counts, right? right. theyre not cheap letters like.. "TO: [name] HAPPY NEW YEAR !! FROM: ronelle" no no, letters like. a PAGE LONG.. writing about how great friends you are.. and etc etc. you get my point? yea? okay cool. ever since that chocolate selling thing a ma jig for your key club stuff, i would buy two a day.. MILKCHOCOLATE WITH TOFEE.. YUUUUMMM !! man im addicted to that stuff.. i could eat it all day.. and you know how people say chocolate gives you pimples and makes you break out? SORRY HUN, NOT HAPPENiNG TO ME !! =D =D =D wHHoo so much chocolate.. yum yum yum.. "stfu ronelle, youre stupid" yeah ok sorry. k i must go cuz i bore you people. Got NeLLe©

sigh* I hate Ms. Villeda. CURSES!!!! Turning in a project thats due on friday is a pain in the as$...... I wish I never picked Honors English but, It helps me get into a better college. Someday I should pat myself in the back for what im doing, Taking most of my classes seriously. Well anyways I got home... had completely no idea what im going to do for Ms. Villeda's project. I decided to go surf the web as usual. I found a movie trailer that seems pretty interesting.Equilibrium is the title of the movie. It seems kinda weird how people just found out about the asian style of fighting, were everyone flys and does something impossible like fighting in the air for a short while and stuff. I mean I knew about that when I was little when I was watching Jet Li's movies. Funny how asian stuffs go by fast to the USA. I also noticed that mostly every filipino person has a relative named "Boy" or an aunt named "babe/baby". Seems kinda funny but its true. What also came into my mind was that Chinatown has like soooooooooooooooooooooo many boba/pearl tea places.Its funny how some of those people who own a boba/pearl tea place dont have a sense of humor. They take everything seriously. Its like you go in your all like " Yeah could I have Honeydew melon, try to make your balls firm" ((Boba/pearl tea have a circle black chewy thing called tapicoca)). Then they go and do that then you say something like "God I love sucking balls in a nice cool day" They probably wouldn't laugh one bit! You probably will go like "Man could I have another one? I sure like chewing on those balls before I swallow them." The owner of the store would probably just say something with no smirk/smile in there face"To go?" Okay too much of the boba thing going on >_<. Hahha yeah seems kinda funny but true. I also skimmed through the blog post and found Aimee's post about bands. I decided hey why not try one of them? I downloaded the Ataris and they...ROCK! I started to download more and more of there songs! It also helps me on having the most mp3's currently I have 794 mp3's and still coming. Well anyways I got to go now. Gotta think of a way of making my project. I bet one smackeral of food would help me on getting an idea for my project!

highlight of the day: chasing enrique everywhere :D

three days of not going online. ohh boy. and those last couple of days it was raining.ahh one thing to say. its THE time of the year for me right now ( do YOU GUYS GET IT???) ronelle should know. so i start getting bitchy you guys. you know i love you all deep down inside. damn it. i had so much to say but now i forgot. oh yeah oh yeah. ohh dude oscar. your not the only one whose been having nightmares. well like a few weeks ago one of the juniors in our school (she was in drill team and im guessing is popular) died because she was in a car that was street racing and like everyone was all mourning for her the whole week and like a few days after that i had this dream when i was looking outside the window and a car crashed big time to another car. and everyone was screaming. someones hurt someones hurt. and and and..i went outside and it was me in the car DEAD. it was sooo scary. i woke up breathin hard. ahh guys please dont tell me your getting turned on. ahaha. this is suppose to be a touchy moment. :D! since were in this touchy moment. ive been readin everyones info and um....congrats johnna and jesse!..barely met jesse and hes pretty damn coool. goodluck to you guys! umm...umm..yes i know this is boring. sooo ummmmmmmmmmmya later! tll next time. vianne goes bYE

Ok, I'm at our school computer lab blogging for you all, time for someone to step up and do something more daring. Oscar, It helps if you have a teddy bear or something... *snickers*.... but yes, It's kinda funny that you said something like that but if it's really bothering you, I'll stop bugging you. Mwhahahhaah.. Frickin spanish person can go to hell and die of aids from her lezbo partner... woo. Lots of pinoy/spanish flaver.


Dan

It's early so I don't think anyone will read this until after school. But anyway, I feel as if I'm not too active in the blog so much anymore so I'll make it up to you guys by telling you something personal :D. Well I've never really told anyone this... well almost no one... but, well... sounds stupid, but I get nightmares. Like... almost everyday.

I also decided to tell you guys this because it's been bothering me lately. I thought I was used to them a long time ago (been having them for a while now) but they've been getting worse. Worse as in scarier, obviously. Like... before most of my nightmares revolved mostly around me. But now, not just me, but other people. You know? People I care for. And although I may not show it... it's scaring the hell out of me.

I just want it to stop.

Things are kinda hectic.
1) Villeda Project
2) Regular homework
3) Getting money
4) Buying people presents with money
5) Buying people presents with money BEFORE vacation (I'll try)
6) Trying not to forget anyone

Suxx0rz.

..stupid rain. made me so iCky and wet. [ & NO FOR ALL U NASTY MINDED PEOPLE NOT THAT KINDA "WET" ] jeez, weirdos.. anyway yeah.. there were rivers at school im tellin you.. jeeez, and im like trying to tip toe through the puddles, ending up in BIGGER puddles. silly me. and i almost died.. someone was holding onto me, i think it was daisy.. and i was TRYiNG to skip over the puddles, till she pulled me too, and i almost tripped.. and fell.. wHoo im glad i didnt. =D my pants were soaked. *at the bottom* and my shoes were preeeeetty wet too.. luckily i wore thick socks today. muaahahah.. i was warm, but cold.. dont make sense? i know. im weir-- UNiQUE. anyway.. my sweater was wet too.. =/ damn rain.. so cold.. and i played tennis while it was drizzling.. preeetty cold out there.. in shorts. =X not good..this is the last week of school, till JANUARY 13th !! wOo.. but then again, i'd miss my friends.. yeah i know "go out with them oveer vacation !!" yeah but its not the same.. =/ thats okay.. i'l see em later on sometime.. i wont be able to see some SEXY faces for a while.. lol. but yeah, u get my point. i'lll miss you all.. yaada yada yada.. "stfu ronelle" okay fine. im done blogging today. [ stupid rain.. made my pants wet.. and ME freezin cold.. ] Got NeLLe©

I am a horrible person.

Oh and thanks for the DVD, Irving, it's great.

Today it rained like crazy. Due to my bad judgement of depth, I basically jumped over little puddles and into deep ones, which resulted in soggy socks, wet shoes, and dirty pants. Well at least my shoes are getting cleaned now. I used my tennis racket carrying case to block the rain, because I didn't wear my hooded jacket. Tennis club was cancelled today, but the meeting was still at lunch. We have a bunch of dates to meet on during winter break, including tryouts. I really hope I make it through tryouts, and I'm only able to attend 2 dates at tryouts. While we're on the subject of tennis,David volunteered to help out Mr. Jacobson move stuff out of his house for 50 bucks. What a lucky guy, that David. Today in tennis class, I finally passed my board test, thanks to the help of Julian's friends' racket. It's so comfortable and awesome. My racket is still alright though.

I surprised some of the guys with their gifts today. I made Julian and David go with me to my locker, and once we got to my locker, I reached into my backpack and surprised them. Julian got the Allister - Last Stop Suburbia CD and David got the New Found Glory - Sticks And Stones" CD. After P.E. when we were changing, I hit Oscar with his Something Corporate - A Year in The Life DVD. It looked like he was annoyed at me for hitting him with a foreign object but he looked happier when he found out what it actually was. Then I went up to Mark and gave him his Alkaline Trio CD. I still need to get presents for a few of my friends and family. I'm thinking about getting my sister a Weezer Lunchbox, but I'm not sure if she'd like it or not. I'm guessing she probably would like it because, she loves Weezer, and it's just so cool. Yup.

I got shoes and a video game yesterday too. I have the same shoes I have now, cept grey, and I got Freedom Force. That game is so fun and addictive. Basically, it's a super hero RPG, where you assume the role of none other than a super hero. You have the choice to customize your characters, super strong and slow, or fast but light built. It's all up to you. It plays like Diablo 2, click and hit, but has some other awesome elements. The environments are fully destructable, and you can pickup cars and throw them, break street lights and use them as huge bats and other cool stuff. Another awesome element is you can jump onto roofs of buildings. It's so fun. And I've only played the FIRST level. I'll post some pics of the game and crap as well. Well I better finish up my homework so I can play, so cya.

[ Monday, December 16th, 2002 ]

Two words (excluding the 'and'): Wet 'and' Miserable! Bleh, it rained like crazy afterschool today. There were like 16 of us under 5 umbrellas. It was all one big umbrella orgy. Now I'm in pajamas and I look funny. Ehh, anyway... English is going to be a bitch this week. There's this propaganda crap due tomorrow, a poster project due on friday, a quiz on Wednesday, and test on Friday. I haven't even started.. Ah, and I need to make some cash. Gotta go Christmas shopping.. and so far, I have $20! I'll probably just ask my Dad for an advance in my allowance. Hope your day was just as wet and miserable as mine, because if not.... well, shit.

What has happened to the internet? I think that at least 70 percent of the internet websites have porn. It's wierd cause you can type in "trampoline" and you'll find: "girls having xxx on trampolines" or "sandbox" and the results will show you: "XXX IN SANDBOXES". i just wanted to point out how much porn there is out there and how grea.... sick it is. i bet after richard and mike read this post they're gonna type in those words ;)