Saturday, November 23, 2002
I didn't really do much today. I should get in the habit of doing homework on Saturdays instead of Sunday night and Monday morning. Anyways, I spent most of my day watching some sort of box that glows and radiates light from it. So that means I was watching T.V. or on the computer most of the day. I didn't want to practice the geetar because my index finger is still swollen. It got purple and gross. I spent most of the day watching 8 Crazy Hours of Adam Sandler on Comedy Central. It was a special with mostly SNL and Adam Sandler specials, movies, and other stuff. Most of the stuff was hillarious. I watch so much SNL, and Whose Line Is It Anyway? now. The character Opera Man on SNL is hillarious. After watching all the old SNL's with Adam Sandler I wonder what went wrong. His past few movies sucked, but thanks to those old movies and the old SNL's I still have hope that 8 Crazy Nights will be great. I'm sleepy, and my mom's car is somewhere else right now, so we get to walk to church tomorrow morning. Yay.
Oh yeah, Ralph and I had a six minute match where I tapped him once in the last 7 seconds. We were both fuckin' tired afterwords, so much that I rested for like 5 minutes.. just.. laying... on the grass. It was a good match. ... I want to wrestle more. (Runs to Irving's house)
Today.. owned.
I woke up at about 9:00 to get my haircut, went to the shop at about 9:30, coincidently, I get my haircut in Atwater at a shop about 2 blocks (or less) from where Aimee works. Uhm.. So yeah, I got my haircut (a little bit shorter than normal.. looks good) and went back home where I showered. Hannah's (my sister) friend showed up at about 11:30, he and I were going to wrestle (mwahaha..) I called Tim, who then tried to call Stephanie and Jaison Omoto to come over to train. Jaison was nowhere to be found, and Tim never really told me about what happened to Stephanie. :-/ Oh well.. uhm.. So we started wresting at about 12:10... It was.. the funnest.. thing.. ever.
Ok, we start out Ralph and me, I tap him twice in 3 minutes. Then I wrestle against Tim, he taps me once in 3 minutes (I'm getting better!) We take a break, and then it's time for me to practice standup. Tim taught me the "Jab/cross/knee" combination, so we drilled that a few times, then he said he'd hit me when the combo was done, and I'd have to block. So yadda yadda yadda, I finish, I'm tired... but now I have to wrestle Ralph again. This time for 4 minutes. The first round he tapped me with a choke, second round I tapped HIM with a choke (which was kind of weird..) anyways, after that, I was allowed to rest, and Tim and Ralph went at it.. Tim won, nothing more to say. I went to get my mouthpiece while Tim and Ralph just chilled... I come back, put on the gloves, and start to fight...
I'm pretty scared considering, well, I've never fought standup w/ Tim before, and I'm wondering whether or not I'm allowed to go hard, "You go hard, I go hard." says Tim. So, I go soft. We spar for about 6 seconds, and then BOOM, I get hit in the nose, my eyes start to water and my nose feels like a faucet. Luckily there wasn't any blood, and I didn't break it :) I waited a few minutes before we started to spar again, then we started back up. It went OK I guess, standup isn't my game, floor is. After that, Tim rested, and Ralph and I went at it. Ralph is better at standup than he is at ground, since I got hit in the face some more. Nose hits hurt. Bad.
(Gonna sum the last part up)
Tim and I go at it, more hits to the face. Ouch. He hits me in the nose again, I get all dizzy and stagger away, saying stuff like, "I'm.. I'm just gonna.. sit.. down.."
So we called it quits after that and Ralph went home, Tim stayed for a few hours. I fixed some food for him, and went to my sisters room (where Tim was looking at old pictures.)
Uhmm.. that was pretty much it.. we had banana chips and stuff..
Took Tim home, helped dad with the car, then slept.. for 1/2 an hour or so. When I woke up I had the most delicious dinner EVER. Roast. Mmmmm. Now I'm here... and I'm bored.
I woke up at about 9:00 to get my haircut, went to the shop at about 9:30, coincidently, I get my haircut in Atwater at a shop about 2 blocks (or less) from where Aimee works. Uhm.. So yeah, I got my haircut (a little bit shorter than normal.. looks good) and went back home where I showered. Hannah's (my sister) friend showed up at about 11:30, he and I were going to wrestle (mwahaha..) I called Tim, who then tried to call Stephanie and Jaison Omoto to come over to train. Jaison was nowhere to be found, and Tim never really told me about what happened to Stephanie. :-/ Oh well.. uhm.. So we started wresting at about 12:10... It was.. the funnest.. thing.. ever.
Ok, we start out Ralph and me, I tap him twice in 3 minutes. Then I wrestle against Tim, he taps me once in 3 minutes (I'm getting better!) We take a break, and then it's time for me to practice standup. Tim taught me the "Jab/cross/knee" combination, so we drilled that a few times, then he said he'd hit me when the combo was done, and I'd have to block. So yadda yadda yadda, I finish, I'm tired... but now I have to wrestle Ralph again. This time for 4 minutes. The first round he tapped me with a choke, second round I tapped HIM with a choke (which was kind of weird..) anyways, after that, I was allowed to rest, and Tim and Ralph went at it.. Tim won, nothing more to say. I went to get my mouthpiece while Tim and Ralph just chilled... I come back, put on the gloves, and start to fight...
I'm pretty scared considering, well, I've never fought standup w/ Tim before, and I'm wondering whether or not I'm allowed to go hard, "You go hard, I go hard." says Tim. So, I go soft. We spar for about 6 seconds, and then BOOM, I get hit in the nose, my eyes start to water and my nose feels like a faucet. Luckily there wasn't any blood, and I didn't break it :) I waited a few minutes before we started to spar again, then we started back up. It went OK I guess, standup isn't my game, floor is. After that, Tim rested, and Ralph and I went at it. Ralph is better at standup than he is at ground, since I got hit in the face some more. Nose hits hurt. Bad.
(Gonna sum the last part up)
Tim and I go at it, more hits to the face. Ouch. He hits me in the nose again, I get all dizzy and stagger away, saying stuff like, "I'm.. I'm just gonna.. sit.. down.."
So we called it quits after that and Ralph went home, Tim stayed for a few hours. I fixed some food for him, and went to my sisters room (where Tim was looking at old pictures.)
Uhmm.. that was pretty much it.. we had banana chips and stuff..
Took Tim home, helped dad with the car, then slept.. for 1/2 an hour or so. When I woke up I had the most delicious dinner EVER. Roast. Mmmmm. Now I'm here... and I'm bored.
bOREd BORED dEROb
hey i attempted to write but it erased. AGAIN! wtf man. haha its okay i have nothing to do anyway. since aim lost my buddy list and i cant talk to anyway :D its not like i do talk to anyone when i have my buddylist :D im so popular. yeahRIGHT hah. well havent gOLD-ed in a while. so i think i'll do it now. i need to 'update' you guys on my life anyway. not like any of you people care. but oh well here it goes..
11.16.02 glendale high schools homecoming dance'02. it was so awesome :D i loved it. and as i mentioned before in my last post... i bet it would be super duper better than eagle rocks ;D hah what'd ya know? it was WAY fuckin better. i had so much fun. but not as much fun as i did at ours. hah yeah right. it was so pretty. the theme was "A Night In Paris" but in french though. there were tables and chairs around the dance floor. and white christmas lights on the walls on the gym. so it basically looked like we were out side. but inside.. hah kk nevermind. it was niice you guys had to see it. i'll post some pictures from the dance in MY blog because i dont know how to get it up on here :D heh im so smart. yes i am. well of course i went with the lovely carming oh so fuckin sexy ;D tedrick bueno <3 who i am hopelessly in lOoOove with =) hope he likes me ;D and biGbOOTy cLA also known as carla e. went with the PiMPjUiCe neillyneil. and the most sexiest kaddy m our own personal mixxed emotions kiddO went with the sexy vini diesel aka vinson chachaCHING. hehe we took pictures. one fuckin silly one and one niice one. me and tj took a couple pose too. no silly one =( its okaaay next time at our winter formal or sadie hawkins.. thats if we have one. we BEST have one. geez. carla and neil took a couple one too. hehe you have to see it hehe. silly pimp. but yeah we danced the WHOOLE time. and WOW tj neil annnd vinson know how to dance. i mean like YEAHYA. and the best part of the dance was when the dj started playing armenian music and all the armenians started running to the dance floor. hehe that was awesome. but after the dance we went to go walk to in n out and eat there in our hC wear. yeahYA and so did everyone else. but all the kewl kids (like my cuzin SHEARY and YOXY and friends went bowling. theyre so awsome. Hii ROXY!! =D!! ) then we went home. and oh did i mention while me tj and carla were waLKING to the school we crossed the street and some guy yelled out from his car "you ASS is HANGING OUT!!!!" isnt that just great? yeah it was wasnt it? heh. hC is the place to be and i got what it takes to shake my ass right yeahİ!!! well enough about our great night at hC.
11.19.02 was MY day. cuz why you ask? cuz its the 19th heh yeahya!! but on this wonderful hott sunny day. we got out of school early and me kaddy cla johnna and my sexy tedrick bueno ;D i hope he likes me =) went to go watch HARRAY POTTA at the market place. mhmm it was so fuckin long!! the movie started at 4:00pm minus all the previews and stuff and like it ended around 6:30pm. holy fuckin geez! its okay it was so fuckin AWESOME. heh the weird thing was that i was wearing my HARRAY POTTA socks when i watched it =) i guess its a sign.. what kind of sign?!?! i dont know?!?! you tell me ;D okay im weird. but the movie was sooo scary!!!!!! i was screaming a lot. heh. but i know fasho kaddy was like freaked out because she was like jumping off her chair. hahaha silly kaddy. its okay. i had to to hold me ;D i hope he likes me ;D hahahahhaa. well after the movie was over kaddy and johnna left and me tj =)) and cla went to eat BIG FAT BURRITOS ;D ;D;D ;D ;D!!! yaam haha then all three of us fucked. no jk KIDING ONLY KIDING. hah i wish. hah KIDING ONLY KIDING AGAIN. gay pride!! okay well then after we went to the mall and got some free cookies.. hehe cookies ;D ;D ;D haha im so dirty. well we got cookies from tjs friend. i forget her name. but thanks! :D
11.22.02 went to tj's house and chillaxed and watched tv. ate pizza. colored with geli :D fucked... JUST KIDING!! KIDING ONLY KIDING!! besides.. we cant. im on my rag. hahahahaha IM SO FUCKIN WEIRD. then neilly and dan came.. then around 7:00pm we walked to melissas house and when we got there. joe max and chris was there. and joe is awesome :D soOoOo i tooked pictores like an azn. becose i like to hab memories ob eberythings. hahah. new sn: iamFOBulous. hah i wish. that sn is 2kewl for me :( .. soo around 8 my mom picked me up and i went home. how boring.
and now today is
11.23.02 and i didnt do SHIIT. ya heard? NOTHING. except work from 9:00am to 4:00pm.. hehe i had 2 STEAK(haha natalie ;D ;D) grilled tacos. yaaam. after work i went home. and now here i am. blogging.. like a BIG loser i am. its saturday and im not out of my house. haha i can step put of my house and say to people on monday. "yeah i went out on saturday" haha omg im so cornEE. love it. i dont feel like going out today.. for some reason. just not feelin it. ya know? i guess its just today. maybe.. buuut yeah people i love(people who make me stay alive): tj(of cousre.. my breast ;D frond and boy friend. hehe LOVE you.. a lot.) carla(cuz you make me sexy. nah jkk ur the one who always makes me laugh. you FOB that i love oh so much. haha) kaddyKITTYbigkKK(manOman.. i just read the thing you wrote me.. and and i cried when i got here --(1/4) and when i was done my smile was like this :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D.. Kathy Miranda: one you can trust. i LOOOOVE YOU sooo muuucho GEY GUY ;D) melissa(its because of YOU im here today. and if you ever need me for like anything. i mean ANYTHING ;D hehe call me ;P cuz you know ur sexy and im sexy. so we're like meant for eachother ;P muahaha love you melly) and thats about it for now. oh and mixxedemotions(cuz i said SO!!)
THEN!! JUST THREE DAYS LATER!!
11.26.02 the daay i see my favoritestt band. yeahYA!! THE STARTING LINE. thank you tj for buying my tickets :D hehe and im going to meet then and then im gonna make sweet sweet love to ken and matt after the show. with tj. haha KIDING ONLY KIDING!! NO ken NO matt.. maybe.. hah just kiding again ;D JUST TJ. muahaha. this is going to be the best niight for life.
THEN!! JUST TWO DAYSLATER!!
11.28.02 the day me and tj got together 6 months ago :) gosh i LOVE him :D
okaaay thats enough for today. love all of you. nah.. just some ;D hehe KIDING ONLY KIDING. sorry for the typeos kidos. heh it rhyms!!! im so kewl. sometimes =T <333
hey i attempted to write but it erased. AGAIN! wtf man. haha its okay i have nothing to do anyway. since aim lost my buddy list and i cant talk to anyway :D its not like i do talk to anyone when i have my buddylist :D im so popular. yeahRIGHT hah. well havent gOLD-ed in a while. so i think i'll do it now. i need to 'update' you guys on my life anyway. not like any of you people care. but oh well here it goes..
11.16.02 glendale high schools homecoming dance'02. it was so awesome :D i loved it. and as i mentioned before in my last post... i bet it would be super duper better than eagle rocks ;D hah what'd ya know? it was WAY fuckin better. i had so much fun. but not as much fun as i did at ours. hah yeah right. it was so pretty. the theme was "A Night In Paris" but in french though. there were tables and chairs around the dance floor. and white christmas lights on the walls on the gym. so it basically looked like we were out side. but inside.. hah kk nevermind. it was niice you guys had to see it. i'll post some pictures from the dance in MY blog because i dont know how to get it up on here :D heh im so smart. yes i am. well of course i went with the lovely carming oh so fuckin sexy ;D tedrick bueno <3 who i am hopelessly in lOoOove with =) hope he likes me ;D and biGbOOTy cLA also known as carla e. went with the PiMPjUiCe neillyneil. and the most sexiest kaddy m our own personal mixxed emotions kiddO went with the sexy vini diesel aka vinson chachaCHING. hehe we took pictures. one fuckin silly one and one niice one. me and tj took a couple pose too. no silly one =( its okaaay next time at our winter formal or sadie hawkins.. thats if we have one. we BEST have one. geez. carla and neil took a couple one too. hehe you have to see it hehe. silly pimp. but yeah we danced the WHOOLE time. and WOW tj neil annnd vinson know how to dance. i mean like YEAHYA. and the best part of the dance was when the dj started playing armenian music and all the armenians started running to the dance floor. hehe that was awesome. but after the dance we went to go walk to in n out and eat there in our hC wear. yeahYA and so did everyone else. but all the kewl kids (like my cuzin SHEARY and YOXY and friends went bowling. theyre so awsome. Hii ROXY!! =D!! ) then we went home. and oh did i mention while me tj and carla were waLKING to the school we crossed the street and some guy yelled out from his car "you ASS is HANGING OUT!!!!" isnt that just great? yeah it was wasnt it? heh. hC is the place to be and i got what it takes to shake my ass right yeahİ!!! well enough about our great night at hC.
11.19.02 was MY day. cuz why you ask? cuz its the 19th heh yeahya!! but on this wonderful hott sunny day. we got out of school early and me kaddy cla johnna and my sexy tedrick bueno ;D i hope he likes me =) went to go watch HARRAY POTTA at the market place. mhmm it was so fuckin long!! the movie started at 4:00pm minus all the previews and stuff and like it ended around 6:30pm. holy fuckin geez! its okay it was so fuckin AWESOME. heh the weird thing was that i was wearing my HARRAY POTTA socks when i watched it =) i guess its a sign.. what kind of sign?!?! i dont know?!?! you tell me ;D okay im weird. but the movie was sooo scary!!!!!! i was screaming a lot. heh. but i know fasho kaddy was like freaked out because she was like jumping off her chair. hahaha silly kaddy. its okay. i had to to hold me ;D i hope he likes me ;D hahahahhaa. well after the movie was over kaddy and johnna left and me tj =)) and cla went to eat BIG FAT BURRITOS ;D ;D;D ;D ;D!!! yaam haha then all three of us fucked. no jk KIDING ONLY KIDING. hah i wish. hah KIDING ONLY KIDING AGAIN. gay pride!! okay well then after we went to the mall and got some free cookies.. hehe cookies ;D ;D ;D haha im so dirty. well we got cookies from tjs friend. i forget her name. but thanks! :D
11.22.02 went to tj's house and chillaxed and watched tv. ate pizza. colored with geli :D fucked... JUST KIDING!! KIDING ONLY KIDING!! besides.. we cant. im on my rag. hahahahaha IM SO FUCKIN WEIRD. then neilly and dan came.. then around 7:00pm we walked to melissas house and when we got there. joe max and chris was there. and joe is awesome :D soOoOo i tooked pictores like an azn. becose i like to hab memories ob eberythings. hahah. new sn: iamFOBulous. hah i wish. that sn is 2kewl for me :( .. soo around 8 my mom picked me up and i went home. how boring.
and now today is
11.23.02 and i didnt do SHIIT. ya heard? NOTHING. except work from 9:00am to 4:00pm.. hehe i had 2 STEAK(haha natalie ;D ;D) grilled tacos. yaaam. after work i went home. and now here i am. blogging.. like a BIG loser i am. its saturday and im not out of my house. haha i can step put of my house and say to people on monday. "yeah i went out on saturday" haha omg im so cornEE. love it. i dont feel like going out today.. for some reason. just not feelin it. ya know? i guess its just today. maybe.. buuut yeah people i love(people who make me stay alive): tj(of cousre.. my breast ;D frond and boy friend. hehe LOVE you.. a lot.) carla(cuz you make me sexy. nah jkk ur the one who always makes me laugh. you FOB that i love oh so much. haha) kaddyKITTYbigkKK(manOman.. i just read the thing you wrote me.. and and i cried when i got here --(1/4) and when i was done my smile was like this :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D.. Kathy Miranda: one you can trust. i LOOOOVE YOU sooo muuucho GEY GUY ;D) melissa(its because of YOU im here today. and if you ever need me for like anything. i mean ANYTHING ;D hehe call me ;P cuz you know ur sexy and im sexy. so we're like meant for eachother ;P muahaha love you melly) and thats about it for now. oh and mixxedemotions(cuz i said SO!!)
THEN!! JUST THREE DAYS LATER!!
11.26.02 the daay i see my favoritestt band. yeahYA!! THE STARTING LINE. thank you tj for buying my tickets :D hehe and im going to meet then and then im gonna make sweet sweet love to ken and matt after the show. with tj. haha KIDING ONLY KIDING!! NO ken NO matt.. maybe.. hah just kiding again ;D JUST TJ. muahaha. this is going to be the best niight for life.
THEN!! JUST TWO DAYSLATER!!
11.28.02 the day me and tj got together 6 months ago :) gosh i LOVE him :D
okaaay thats enough for today. love all of you. nah.. just some ;D hehe KIDING ONLY KIDING. sorry for the typeos kidos. heh it rhyms!!! im so kewl. sometimes =T <333
Friday, November 22, 2002
Fridays fridays fridays.
School went by really slow today but I eventually got through it. I guess during lunch, I decided to play basketball for awhile. Very very bad decision there, because I jammed my index finger pretty bad. Now it's really hard for me to move it at all, and I can type normally. On top of that I can't practice guitar because of my messed up finger. I don't think I'll be able to play the damn chords which sucks.
My sister went to Chuck E. Cheese's for her 10th Grade night thing, and I had to go along with my dad. After we dropped my sister and her friends, my dad and I went to watch Die Another Day. Typical action movie. Cool gadgets, violence, and sex, what else would you expect? Basically everything blows up or is screwed by Pierce Brosnan.
theosnore (9:52:38 PM): how was harry potter?
theevilmuffinman (9:52:44 PM): we watched die another day
theosnore (9:52:57 PM): ..aw
theosnore (9:52:57 PM): how was it?
theevilmuffinman (9:55:38 PM): it was alright
theevilmuffinman (9:55:47 PM): everything blew up, or was screwed by pierce brosnan
theosnore (9:55:59 PM): like
theosnore (9:56:02 PM): the girls blew up
theosnore (9:56:05 PM): and he did the tanks?
theosnore (9:56:07 PM): and he was like
theosnore (9:56:10 PM): "Ouch! It's hot in there!"
theevilmuffinman (9:56:18 PM): yeah pretty much
The movie was still pretty good though. It ran pretty long though, 2 hours. My biggest complaint was that theatres had the heaters on high or something. It was hot in that theatre. I took off my sweater and I was still uncomfortable. All in all, today was an odd day and my index finger hurts. Oh yeah and I give Die Another Day, two wangs up, I mean thumbs. Good night.
School went by really slow today but I eventually got through it. I guess during lunch, I decided to play basketball for awhile. Very very bad decision there, because I jammed my index finger pretty bad. Now it's really hard for me to move it at all, and I can type normally. On top of that I can't practice guitar because of my messed up finger. I don't think I'll be able to play the damn chords which sucks.
My sister went to Chuck E. Cheese's for her 10th Grade night thing, and I had to go along with my dad. After we dropped my sister and her friends, my dad and I went to watch Die Another Day. Typical action movie. Cool gadgets, violence, and sex, what else would you expect? Basically everything blows up or is screwed by Pierce Brosnan.
theosnore (9:52:38 PM): how was harry potter?
theevilmuffinman (9:52:44 PM): we watched die another day
theosnore (9:52:57 PM): ..aw
theosnore (9:52:57 PM): how was it?
theevilmuffinman (9:55:38 PM): it was alright
theevilmuffinman (9:55:47 PM): everything blew up, or was screwed by pierce brosnan
theosnore (9:55:59 PM): like
theosnore (9:56:02 PM): the girls blew up
theosnore (9:56:05 PM): and he did the tanks?
theosnore (9:56:07 PM): and he was like
theosnore (9:56:10 PM): "Ouch! It's hot in there!"
theevilmuffinman (9:56:18 PM): yeah pretty much
The movie was still pretty good though. It ran pretty long though, 2 hours. My biggest complaint was that theatres had the heaters on high or something. It was hot in that theatre. I took off my sweater and I was still uncomfortable. All in all, today was an odd day and my index finger hurts. Oh yeah and I give Die Another Day, two wangs up, I mean thumbs. Good night.
Wednesday, November 20, 2002
OH YEAH.. Oscar....::tsk tsk:: Shame ON YOU!!!!! jusss kidding love you oscar.. with all my heart =D night night everyone
OMG Can someone give me a round of applause...I actually started on my website... And it isn't too shabby neither... Well... Mark is the only one whose seen it... and he might be laughing secretly cuz I think it's so amazing... Well I do partly because I never thought I could do it.But I like it... It's not that good compared to aimees... but whos keeping score right?... anyway I'm off to bed now...I hope you guys have a good night... and wish me some more luck tomorrow when i finish up my site...love always --kathyEMM
Since Oscar can't blog it, I'll blog it for him. Oscar's grounded for a whole week, because he went out without his Daddy's permission. How irresposible is that? Can you believe this Oscar character? I thought he knew better! I'm outraged, ashamed, and hurt. Oscar, why couldn't you just ask your farther for permission? WHY?! Don't even think about coming over for Thanksgiving now. :-(
Tuesday, November 19, 2002

What Office Space character are you?
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What a coincedence, I just found an Office Space quiz today. Well there you have it, theres Peter the main character from Office Space. I went back and changed a few of my answers and I got Samir :

What Office Space character are you?
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Hey guys I'm Back..I saw Harry Potter It wa sso incredibly awesome. I loved it... i was like jumping out of my seat.haha This isn't gonna be a long post... Cuz I'm already frustrated.. I've tried to make A site..or whatever.. but those damn codes. Anyway I'm tired and my eyes are tired...I think I'm calling it a day for these website thingie. Night everybody.
Played tennis today afterschool with Chris, David and Jan. David left after a few games and I continued to play. I really suck but I guess if I keep practicing enough I'll get better. I went home at around 3:10 pm and I've been on the computer ever since. I got my report card today, 5 A's and 1 B, and I'm satisfied I guess.
I've been feeling a little odd just today. I'm getting so sick of routine after routine. It's just like recording one day of your life, and then hitting play over and over. I need some kind of variety in my life. Doing the same thing over and over is getting way too repetitive. Every week I'm worrying about some sort of test or assignment, and then the next week its the same thing. You complete one task just to have 5 more thrown at you. I've been thinking of this more often partly because of the movie Office Space, where the protagonist Peter is stuck in a job that he hates. He works at a technology company called Initech, where he sits in a cubicle all day. He says human beings weren't meant to stay in cubicles all day. He talks about doing actually 15 minutes of work each week, and the other time he spends "spacing out" at his desk pretending to work. Thats how I feel like right now, half the time I'm spacing out at school or home. The movie is hillarious and I recommend you watch it.
Anyways, I'll try to get through the current week, then 2 more days of school and thanksgiving break. Hopefully I'll get my thinking back on track, I just need some time to recover from all the repetition.
I've been feeling a little odd just today. I'm getting so sick of routine after routine. It's just like recording one day of your life, and then hitting play over and over. I need some kind of variety in my life. Doing the same thing over and over is getting way too repetitive. Every week I'm worrying about some sort of test or assignment, and then the next week its the same thing. You complete one task just to have 5 more thrown at you. I've been thinking of this more often partly because of the movie Office Space, where the protagonist Peter is stuck in a job that he hates. He works at a technology company called Initech, where he sits in a cubicle all day. He says human beings weren't meant to stay in cubicles all day. He talks about doing actually 15 minutes of work each week, and the other time he spends "spacing out" at his desk pretending to work. Thats how I feel like right now, half the time I'm spacing out at school or home. The movie is hillarious and I recommend you watch it.
Anyways, I'll try to get through the current week, then 2 more days of school and thanksgiving break. Hopefully I'll get my thinking back on track, I just need some time to recover from all the repetition.
Monday, November 18, 2002
OK. now time for the hopeless romantic story.. of my love life. =D... yaay! you guys get to sit and read through it alll post long. =D.. Ok, I like this guy. And we used to see each other. But then some stuff happened I made a big mistake. And let him go Just like I let Brad go. And I went to Homecoming with him. I thought I was over hiM. But those Damn feelings came back. And now I miss him.. Or I'm not really sure. I dont know if I miss him or I miss the feeling of being with someone.But despite all of that, I am really proud of myself. Partly because i havent been out with a guy in 2 months. Which is an improvement. You see last year. I tended to be a little BOY CRAZY. and I dont want none of that. so I'm proud. I'm thinking Vinson is like a cool guy. But then again I know he doesn't like me lalala and all that stuff. But the thing is I'm not sure if i miss him. Or i misss being loved by someone.Love is crazy. It can never make up It's mind. You see you guys must be thinking. Oh It's just another teen girl crushinG over that boy next door or whatever... But its entirely dfferent. hmm..Well maybe youre right it does sound like a teen girl love story..Well my point is that. Maybe its not love that I'm looking for. Maybe it's that one feeling of knowing your'e wanted..Knowing that u have purpose to the world.For example take Mark and Melissa. [the cutest thing ever] They love each other very much. And no matter what. They know they are wanted by each other. The love they share isn't just Love but friendship and happiness and everything. I think I need that feeling. The probable reason why I don't commit is Cuz I'm know I'm not ready for love. But I am in serious need of some affection. I dont want to say that I'm spoiled. But I like everything to go my way. Just like everyone else. Everyone wants to be loved and everyone needs someone to care for. This whole post might sound like all I think about is Myself. but being happy really is alot to me... I just want some1 to Mention nice things about me. And mean them. Everday is another day for me. To realize what could've happen between Brad and I or Vinson And I. But sometimes.. and I say only sometimes...The feeling of knowing that I was once Happy .. Really happy.. is just enough...And plus I have alot of years Ahead of me... I'll have time to my find my other half..=D...Someone Once told me that I was pretty as a flower..And smart like an Apple.. and if they don't doesnt notice that.. then someday someone else will...=D and that is my article for today. [I am An aspiring journalist haha yeah riight.=D] Have a great day every1... because every day is One chance. To change everything =D much love to the bloggers---big K...
hey guys..I'm here.... let me tell you about my weekend.. by the way it was really awesome..ok on friday..I went out with Ian and Johnna and Ivan and Lawrence... you know my c00l friends... well anyway we were supposed to watch harry potter but i guess not... we just hung out or whatever.. I saw jessica jade for the first time in a longtime... She looked like she was having a good time... Anyway... Saturday was like the big event of my weekend. It was Glendales Homecoming.. I went with this guy that I've been liking for a while now.. He doesnt seem to know or care to notice.. but hey I can dream can't I? Anyway. The night was really nice...But like the only thing is that now after that.. I have nothing to look forward to anymore cuz like all the big events are gone. And sunday I went home and just practically slept the whole day. I went online and yeah... the usual.. Well. I've been feeling really down lately ...I dont know what to do about it. It might sound really stupid to all of you.. Knowing you guys.anyways. I think I have a bad case of Broken Heart.But I'll discuss that in my next post.
talk to you in a few seconds.=) kkİ
talk to you in a few seconds.=) kkİ
Remember the guy who harassed us on the message board? Apparently his name is John.. no, wait, Bob. No.. David... Julian. Yep. Well, click here to see the conversation.
I'll take pictures.. of me.. waiting for him to show up.
I'll take pictures.. of me.. waiting for him to show up.
Today was stressful to the max. I forgot my math homework at school on Friday, so I did it all today during nutrition and 3rd period. The mean substitute teacher for 3rd period was mad at me though because I wasn't doing the assignment. Oh well. I though we also had a in class essay for English, but it turned out the test would be moved to Wednesday and we get to watch a movie. I also thought we had an test for Spanish, but that is also on wednesday. Mr. Guerrero scares me a lot. *Shudder* Tennis class is alright, but I'm not doing real well. My serve sucks really bad now, and I've been missing the ball in crucial moments. Besides that I still joined tennis club, and I'm going to attend some of their free lessons on certain dates. Must strive for perfection, or somewhere close to it at least. Chris and I are also going to play tennis for a few hours afterschool tomorrow, so hopefully he can help me get better. I might have seemed stressful at the beginning of school, but by the end everything had worked out for the better for me.
Also my buddy Oscar got me the All American Rejects CD I had been wanting. So thanks Oscar, you rock. I've gotten 4 CD's in the last 2 weeks, which is pretty cool. My CD collection has become pretty cool, but I still think it could be better. I'm missing some of the essential CD's from great bands, but I'll save up for those later. Yesterday was all my guitar lesson, and Carlos told me that I was doing well and learning twice as fast as he was when he first started out. Very good words of encouragement. I'm going to try to practice even more so I can get better faster. I even talked to my parents about getting that electric guitar for Christmas and they said it was okay with them if I continued to practice.
Yesterday I also went to my cousin's house for dinner. We had a vietnamese dinner with stuff called "banh cuon". I think that's how you spell it, but there are also accent marks and what not. It's noodley stuff drenched in this sauce stuff, with meat, and its good. We basically watched T.V. the entire time and played Gamecube. I forget what the 007 game was called though, but yeah we played that. It's so fun to play 2 on 2 matches against computers. We played an all sniper rifle match was hillarious. It's funny because you miss your shot and you see the Bots aiming at you, and you just hope that you can reload fast enough to blast him. Then we played an all shotgun match, where you ran up to your opponnent and blasted them with the wide range of the shotgun. The last game was a pistol game that required a little more skill. Throw that all in with the combination of a claw thing that lets you swing around like Spiderman and a jetpack. Lots of fun. The most challenging thing is to use your jetpack to fly to the other side of the map, and in midair kill your opponent. Fun Fun Fun. Well, I'm not supposed to be online today, and I have loads of homework. Have a good week everyone. We have this week, monday and tuesday of next week, and then Thanksgiving Break!
Also my buddy Oscar got me the All American Rejects CD I had been wanting. So thanks Oscar, you rock. I've gotten 4 CD's in the last 2 weeks, which is pretty cool. My CD collection has become pretty cool, but I still think it could be better. I'm missing some of the essential CD's from great bands, but I'll save up for those later. Yesterday was all my guitar lesson, and Carlos told me that I was doing well and learning twice as fast as he was when he first started out. Very good words of encouragement. I'm going to try to practice even more so I can get better faster. I even talked to my parents about getting that electric guitar for Christmas and they said it was okay with them if I continued to practice.
Yesterday I also went to my cousin's house for dinner. We had a vietnamese dinner with stuff called "banh cuon". I think that's how you spell it, but there are also accent marks and what not. It's noodley stuff drenched in this sauce stuff, with meat, and its good. We basically watched T.V. the entire time and played Gamecube. I forget what the 007 game was called though, but yeah we played that. It's so fun to play 2 on 2 matches against computers. We played an all sniper rifle match was hillarious. It's funny because you miss your shot and you see the Bots aiming at you, and you just hope that you can reload fast enough to blast him. Then we played an all shotgun match, where you ran up to your opponnent and blasted them with the wide range of the shotgun. The last game was a pistol game that required a little more skill. Throw that all in with the combination of a claw thing that lets you swing around like Spiderman and a jetpack. Lots of fun. The most challenging thing is to use your jetpack to fly to the other side of the map, and in midair kill your opponent. Fun Fun Fun. Well, I'm not supposed to be online today, and I have loads of homework. Have a good week everyone. We have this week, monday and tuesday of next week, and then Thanksgiving Break!
Sunday, November 17, 2002
Interesting poem I'd like to share with you all...
A lthough things are not perfect
B ecause of trial or pain
C ontinue in thanksgiving
D o not begin to blame
E ven when the times are hard
F ierce winds are bound to blow
G od is forever able
H old on to what you know
I magine life without His love
J oy would cease to be
K eep thanking Him for all the things
L ove imparts to thee
M ove out of "Camp Complaining"
N o weapon that is known
O n earth can yield the power
P raise can do alone
Q uit looking at the future
R edeem the time at hand
S tart every day with worship
T o "thank" is a command
U ntil we see Him coming
V ictorious in the sky
W e'll run the race with gratitude
X alting God most high
Y es, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad,
but...
Z ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad!
"I AM Too blessed to be stressed!"
The shortest distance between a problem and a solution
is the distance between your knees and the floor
The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything
A lthough things are not perfect
B ecause of trial or pain
C ontinue in thanksgiving
D o not begin to blame
E ven when the times are hard
F ierce winds are bound to blow
G od is forever able
H old on to what you know
I magine life without His love
J oy would cease to be
K eep thanking Him for all the things
L ove imparts to thee
M ove out of "Camp Complaining"
N o weapon that is known
O n earth can yield the power
P raise can do alone
Q uit looking at the future
R edeem the time at hand
S tart every day with worship
T o "thank" is a command
U ntil we see Him coming
V ictorious in the sky
W e'll run the race with gratitude
X alting God most high
Y es, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad,
but...
Z ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad!
"I AM Too blessed to be stressed!"
The shortest distance between a problem and a solution
is the distance between your knees and the floor
The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything
